Flashes of Memoirs

Just Deryl and Titan were left near the bodies of the wolves. The Alpha was still breathing, and Titan kept looking at it.

"Are we doing it?" He asked.

"We will. But first tell me if you can control yourself. Those were our men, they willl be silenced with money. But others, they won't. If you can't control yourself, it can be all go to hell."

"I know you want to break loose, after all that but believe me. Behaving like this, will not be of any help. You know why I do this, but still you don't wanna follow." Deryl said the last words, in a hushing tone.

"It's not like I am not trying. I tried to stop myself. But the instincts, they take over at certain times. When that jackass was in the front, I couldn't do anything. My body took over." Titan couldn't hold it, tears welled up in his yes.

And thoughts started to flow towards the past. Into the oblivion, he felll deeper and deeper.

…

San M. Titan's POV

I can't forget it, I can't. It's all in my head.

No matter what I do, the instincts to protect myself take over. Anyone other than Deryl, is just like prey to me. I just, please father. Please show me the way.

That wolf just came out of nowhere, we can't fail this. I am not strong enough to come out. We can't fail. I can't fail, for you father. I can't fail.

Father, I remember all of it. I don't know why but I remember it all.

My father, San Tivokov, was born as a commoner on Earth, origin of humanity. He was brought up with normal genes. Just a normal boy, and it would have been the same, if that happened.

When, he was just nine, he saved my mother from a debris. Debris, of what seemed like a galactic space ship.

It had fallen into the reserved forests of Soviet City, while he was out on his floater.

The space ship, wasn't even detected by humanity as, no one came to check up on it. And when he saved her, it just vanished.

Yes, right. My mother was an alien. But unlike others, she just looked like humans. And she was the reason my father wasn't normal anymore. She just seemed like my father's age. Just a nine year old child, but she was a disaster.

She was an unregistered citizen, and people could take her for the child of resistance at that time.

He couldn't let anyone know about her. Not because, he wanted to protect her from government. But just because, he thought that someone, would take her away from him. Not because of her being part of resistance, but because he couldn't leave her. Once he saw her, he couldn't leave her.

He had to hide her, hide her because he was mesmerized. At just the age of nine, he'd fallen in a love trap. A trap he couldn't escape, even after dying.

He couldn't let anyone know about her. Just because, he thought that someone would take her away from him. He couldn't process the Idea of leaving her.

Just when he was thinking about what to do. She opened her eyes, and looked at him. A moment later she broke into a smile.

He was already enchanted, but now he was lost. He was lost within her, wanting to treasure her, was the only thought he could have. He couldn't wish for anything more.

In the moments of when thoughts were degrading, she spoke.

"Don't worry, I am only yours. No one can see me, feel me or touch me. I exist only for you. Rest your thoughts."

Saying this she put her palm on his forehead, her palm shined, and so did his forehead.

"Your race is my race from now. And this race, I will make it so, it can avenge the will."

"Don't worry my dear, Tivo."

Tivonkov lost his senses, and fell into darkness of unconsciousness.

…

Titan just sat there thinking about something. Deryl frowned upon looking at the tears in his eyes.

'This thing can project even tears, I never knew.'

Then, he just kicked Titan on the back.

"Stop whining fucker. I will handle it. Just mention a mention a failure, and you will die crying."

Titan glared, at him.

"I am not crying, you little shit. Something got in my eye."

"Yeah, yeah. Now, go fucking do the job. That alpha is dying."

"Yeah."

Titan stood up, with dirt all over his lower body. He walked upto the Alpha. Put his sword over, it's neck and pressed it in. Slicing the neck slowly, while the wolf whimpered as it's blood, spread on the ground and crawled upto Titan's bare feet.

A few seconds of whimpering, and the neck was cut off cleanly. It's faith energy lost into the space around. And it's digital life extinguished.

[

Kill

Level Difference : 17

7300 XP

]

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Faith +1

]

[

Level up

]

'Level up again?' Titan thought.

'Status.'

[

Character ID: D10-Y98-M30-AKS2000

Name: San M. Titan(Identified by MWU of D10)

Level: 4

Combat Power: 12.3

Strength: 4

Agility: 4

Constitution: 4

Neuro: 4

Faith: 1

Free points: 12

Xp: 1300/50000

]

'Ah, just level 4 damnit. Anyways it's enough for now.

He looked towards Deryl and said.

"It's done."

"How much?" Deryl questioned.

"Not much just one. But how the hell am I supposed to level 100 like this. With 17-18 level difference, I am just level 4 now. Am I supposed to kill the ones over 200, now?"

Titan was losing it, due to the level requirements and his slow leveling speed.

"What's your combat power?" Deryl didn't mind his tantrum.

"Twelve-ish."

"What do you mean? Twelve? Are you fucking kidding me?"

"I don't really know. I just got it after the initiation. What can I do?"

Titan just walked back, and sat down while speaking.

"What the hell did you do during the initiation?"

"Oh, nothing much." Titan said, but again fell into thoughts.

…

San M. Titan's POV

I did nothing much, during the initiation. I just let it all loose.

The instincts, the battle senses. I let them all loose. Killing the monsters like weeds. I stepped upon their innards with bare feet. Feeling the warm, slimy liquids all over my skin.

Piles of organs beneath my feet, while I crushed to kill even more of those disgusting beings. Although, I say disgusting now. But they weren't disgusting. They were just bearing unbeatable hatred. The hatred caused by some eternal anguish.

I slaughtered them, but none of them even hitched. I almost thought that were mindless beings, but they were not. I saw green tears, in their eyes filled of maggots.

I don't know for what reason, but I made a swipe and stopped my sword from moving, and made a bow. Towards those zombies and wolves I bowed my head. I touched the ground with my forehead, while they bit and scratched me.

I was unable to bear, the pain they emitted from their mind waves. I had to drop my sword, as the being that I let loose, had saddened. It didn't want to kill them anymore.

It just wanted to watch, watch their sufferings. I thought I would feel pain, and die with bites and scratches. But the wounds they made became shallower and the bites became less.

It lowered down to a level where I could just feel nothing, but touch. They touched me, felt me instead of hitting, scratching and biting. The spits of the spitting zombies felt more like cool water now, washing my body from the slimy liquids of their innards.

I felt their hatred lowering down. They stopped touching and just sat around me. The wolves and the zombies, just sat and kept looking at me. It was weird, but I got a feeling that they knew me.

Before coming here, I thought they were nothing but a bunch of data, like the VR games of Humanity. But, this changed my thoughts. This reinforced the memories I had. Even, things that i didn't remember were coming up to me. Making me feel the hatred, that my mother and father had.

The zombies, then stood up simultaneously and without any warning they raised their hands. Lights covered their bodies and raised up to the skies like beams.

I was looking up, but couldn't see the end of the beams. And suddenly, I saw another, almost as large as all the beams combined. And it was coming towards.

Before I realised, it already fell onto me and produced a certain type of pain. A pain that I could feel in my heart and blood. A pain not unbearable but constant.

Then, a voice spoke into my mind. It felt like the voice of mother, but it was different in some way.

"Child, we've bought you a chance. Now it's your turn. Your turn, to form hell, on all of the worlds. Level 100, achieve in the Skynet before 3 months."

"A surprise and a chance will waiting for you, child."

It was over within seconds, and I kept screaming in my thoughts. "Wait, who are you?"

"Who the hell are you?"

And the pain kept increasing, until I blanked and next thing I saw was Daniel's face.

I was wide awake at that moment, but I had to act. I couldn't show my agony. I couldn't let anyone know.

I had no choice, Deryl. I am sorry, but I can't let you know.

And now I do have a certain amount of control, but I need to have more.

I believe we can do it, we will do it. Deryl, we'll raise hell over the worlds, and complete the mission of humanity as well as...

…

"Hey fucker, you gonna keep fucking your ass with stones on the ground, or get out of here."

Daniel's voice sounded, breaking the train of Titan's thoughts.