How to be a good father?

After I found out that I'm going to be a father, I was a little nervous.

To tell you the truth ... I don't know what a 'Father' should be like, I was abandoned in a hospital when I was born, I lived under the influence only of doctors and nurses.

From my birth until the day of my death I lived practically on a bed.

I want to be a good father, but I don't know where to start.

Okay, I have some time to adjust to that, it's not like Elize is going to give birth overnight.

I thought about it a lot.

"Wait ... Who will be the midwife?"

I started to panic.

Elize, who saw me like this, came to me to talk, as we are husband and wife now I was not ashamed to tell her my fears.

When I told him that I was afraid of not being a good father, Elize laughed at me.

I didn't understand how she could laugh in this situation, but she soon explained it to me.

In her village, the males crossed with the females and abandoned them, there is no father for the Globins.

I was surprised and also a little sad about it.

Surprised by the contempt of the globins and sad by Elize, she is like me and did not know her father.

She comforted me for a while, saying that just because I am worried about it is already a sign that I will be a good father.

After a long conversation my conscience is lighter.

After all, I still asked her if there were midwives in her village.

According to her, the only person responsible for the birth was the child's own mother.

My face went dark for a while.

She calmed me by saying that I have the healing magic and that somehow it would be all right.

I could only let go of those concerns. My head is already hurting.

There is no use worrying without having a solution.

....

A few more days passed, as now Eliza is pregnant, we have reduced the sex instinct.

I've been frustrated for some time, but in order not to hurt elize I had to comfort her by saying that everything is fine.

After the birth of my son, I will have to remove this delay.

...

Today I am working in the fields, plowing a new land to make a fruitful area.

After all, I miss good fruit, and it wouldn't be that hard for me to have an orchard.

While I worked I noticed the movement of the wolves, they were bothered with something.

As it is not common, I went to where they were, I should check, it can be serious.

They were together and looking in a certain direction.

I looked in the same direction as the wolves and was a little scared.

In this direction we could see a black dot in the sky, it seemed to come towards us.

The speed is very fast, its size gets bigger every second.

I don't know what it is, but I have a bad feeling.