still up to this moment when I put my head on the pillow
And close my eyes
at the same time I leave with my mind everything around me
And I go back to the past that burns my heart and distorts it more than it already is
I Look,with my own eyes
As Khaled being killed by the giant
And I see Lina being killed by Shard
eventually I see my mother falling on in hands after the door opened with her eyes empty with blood all over her body
I wake up from my sleep, confused, sweating
I looked at my hand because I can't believe I'm alive
But the truth is right before me
Then why don't I die and end all this pain
I also remember that moment when yama hacked me with her dagger
The moment that all of this started
The moment i closed all my feelings
And returned to br cold-blooded
I don't want my feelings to be a liability and stop me from having my revenge