We under the sky (chptr 15)

We woke up and he made coffee at the time we were drinking , he suddenly said,

"I have a party tomorrow to attend ". I was confused why is he telling me this . I guessed he was just being a good friend.

"Okay, great".

"You wish to come with me?"

" Oh no, I have an important meeting tomorrow and I'm not into parties but I found out that the boys you were drinking with were purposely making you drink more so you better look after that".

" Roger that captain". And I threw a pillow on him for making fun of it. He told me that he was going to have dinner together with his roommates so he had leave so he left. And he forgot his hat and shades in my house so I went out to give him that but he was already on the road I went running and he got out of the car to get it From me , smiled and left.

I went back and started my work I generally kept my phone on airplane mode so that I'm not disturbed. I worked for like two hours and I got on the couch to relax for a while and I saw the video Nick had send me. I was so happy and glowing in the video the smile was different . I could feel my happiness because when I was dating Paul I had lost it. He never appreciated me cooking for him or dressing well when he was coming to my place. Sometimes some people just show you your worth. And for me it was Nick. I didn't know what kind of bond we were sharing but he was important for me. Then Nick facetimed me and we talked alot he introduced me to his roommates and we were on the face time for like two hours.

And then I got a message from Nial when we were done with the FaceTime.

But I had no time to respond as I had to get back to the work so I texted him that I will call him as I was busy at that time.

Later when my work was done I called him and we talked for a while he was kinda flirting with me but I wasn't responding to it. He was one of the kind and handsome person. But I just couldn't even though I was single. I called Nick and told him about it.

"Wait? What! Nial was hitting on you?!"

"Yes kinda, but I couldn't respond back he is a nice guy I mean".

"I'm confused, I'm coming to meet you right now we need to talk about this".

And as soon as I could respond he just hunged up. I mean I didn't mean to bitch about it but Nick is my best friend I need to tell him about it. Within an hour he arrived we just sat in my garden I had arranged a mat on the grass lawn and while looking at the stars we were just talking about things. I could sense that Nick was finding ways to meet me or spend time with me but I couldn't imagine dating him. What if it doesn't work? I knew ex's cannot be best friends again.. I couldn't afford loosing such a good friend. I could sense that he wanted to get more close to me in terms of our bond but I've to explain him that it is not that easy for me to just jump on another relationship because when we leave a relationship something inside us also breaks maybe we can trust less or care less in the next relationship but I didn't want to treat him like that.

I just went with the flow and we spend the complete night like 6 hours watching stars and talking about our friendship.