I was confused about what was really happening and I thought that if I was repeating the same mistake. After some while Nial came back and he just saw me lost in my own thoughts,
"Jenna what happened?"
"Nial do you think what I am doing is right? "
" What are you doing and what is right? "
" Being absolutely okay about this fake relationship".
" I think Nick really likes you and is very concerned about you so don't think too much".
" Yes you're right! thank you Nial for always being there! "
" Don't mention it Jenna this is what friends do, let me help you with the dishes".
" Yeah let's go".
And we went in the kitchen and suddenly Nial asked me,
"Do you really like Nick?"
I just looked at him and was pretty quick to answer,
" Yes I do and I hope this fake thing gets over as soon as possible".
And Nial reacted very low and continued washing the dishes, After he asked me this question I thought that if that fake relationship thing hadn't begun we both could have started dating but after all it was for Nick's profits but I questioned myself everytime if that was the correct way to gain public attraction.
"Jenna I'll leave now".
"But your clothes are all wet and it is still too early to leave I'll give you some clothes till then let your clothes dry".
" Are you okay with it? "
" Offcourse you help me everytime this things are nothing infront of that".
And then I offered him clothes and I told him that I wanted to change so I went to the room. When I locked the room I thought of messaging Nick but suddenly I saw Emma had uploaded a picture with Nick saying "Long drive with my love", which actually felt very upsetting to me. I didn't knew that they had to go to so much extreme for publicity, I wanted to tell Nick that these things were hurting me but how could I not be an accepting person. Everything was becoming a mess. Out of the blue my door knocked and Nial asked if everything was okay I opened the door and asked him to come in my clothes were lying all around and I went back to sit on my clothes,
"Jenna are you alright?" and he came forward and I stepped on a piece of cloth which made him slip and he fell on me and we were on the bed, he was all over me and we were just starred at each other , his eyes were sparkling looking at me and we both looked straight into each others eyes,
"I'm okay Nial". and he moved back and gave me his hand to get up.
"Did you saw the picture Emma has uploaded Nial? "
" Yes I have but I think there was no need to do this".
" I honestly don't know what to do Nial". And I just kept my shoulder on him because I was really upset these things were getting on my nerves.
"Jenna I think you should talk about this to Nick".
"Should I ?"
"Offcourse you have all right to do so".
"You're right I'll call Nick".
I tried calling Nick but he didn't picked up the call , after the fourth attempt the call was responded,
"Hello Nick are you there?"
"Hello Miss Jenna this is Mr Nick's manager actually he is sleeping right now".
" Oh! okay".
" Is it something urgent miss Jenna? "
" No not at all please tel him to call me first tomorrow morning".
" Okay I'll tell him".
And we hung up. Nick don't sleep so early maybe it was a tiring day for him.
"Nial , he is asleep I'll call him tomorrow".
"Okay I'll leave then you takecare because your health is more important if you keep being upset all the time it might affect your health".
" Yes offcourse I will take you to your car".
And he got changed and later we went near to his car ,
"Jenna I'll go but I want to telk you something that these things are part of life but what matters more is you and your happiness".
His statement kind of affected me he was right I shouldn't be stressing over so much we hugged and he left.