18) his moment!

as ryan is walking towards me i am starting to step backwards ....i am trying to break the intense eye contact but i couldn't...the way his blue eyes stared at me continuously ....is very intimidating....

his eyes are so beautiful....it lookes like deep blue sea ....with some secrets buried inside.....i just cant stop looking into them....

while walking i felt a sudden push behind me and realized that i am now stopped by wall

he continued to walk towards me ...and my heart started racing...

he is soo close to me that i can even feel his warm breath on my skin i can even smell the fragrance of his perfume...

he stared directly into my eyes ...and stopped for a moment .....my heart is still racing...then he leans towards me .....gently puts his warm lips on mine ....it feels like i too have begged this moment ...i also wanted to be with him like this .....its feels like the person i am with now is my ryan ...

he slowly places his hands over mine and then forces them against the wall .....he just pin me against the wall ....and pressed his body on mine against the cold wall..

after kissing me passionately he slides his lips from the corner of my mouth to my neck and starts kissing me ... the sound of his deep breath on ears my gives me immense pleasure ...then i slowly ran my hands on his hairs ....i enjoyed every inch of him

and then he starts to slide his hands under my top .....when his hands touched my skin ..my eyes fluttered with pleasure....moving his hands in all right directions he removes my top ... i after kissing him.. removed his shirt

he kissed me while playing with my hairs ..and then....he stopped and stared deep into my eyes .....coldly...

and said "i thought that we would end up together!"

his words pierced my heart.... although what i did before was important and i didnt had any choice at that time but i still hated it i wish if i could change the past

"but actually-" i said

"shhh!" he put his finger over my lips and pressed them and then....he suddenly rotated me on the position where i was facing the wall and he pressed his body over mine.....

he placed his hands on my waist and then he removed my bra by dragging my bra straps using his teeth ....i started to breathe harder ...i could feel his erection on my back ...after he removed it ...he started feeling every inch of my body .... i moaned.... while facing the wall i could only feel his warm breath on my body i just closed my eyes and felt every second....he came close to my ears and whispered

"you know people do deserve second chances..

.....but cheaters not...!!"

while i was confused by his words...he grabed me from there and pushed me aggressively on the bed ..... he removed my pants and his too while i get up he hold my both legs and dragged me towards himself .....and then he laid on me .... he forced his body over me very aggresively...and that hurt me ...and when i tried to open my mouth to say something... he placed his lips over mine...but this time ....it was not gentle ....he kissed me so hard that at one time i was unable to feel my lips ....

it started getting rough ...he grab hold of my both hands and forced them very hardly against the bed ....i couldn't do anything...i think i was wrong to think that he's my old ryan ....he is

mr ryan now ...it hurts ..it went from i know him to i knew him...but i couldnt complain i could have avoided this if ...only ....i didnt did that....but at the same time i did that for him only...

his grab on my hands is so hard that my hands hurts very badly ...he looked at me coldly .....he slides his lips over my neck... i started moaning harder....his warm breath gets harder... his body is glistening with sweat..... he slowly started kissing me on my neck as i started to reach the end of my pleasure ...his kiss started to get more and more harder and then he placed his teeth over my neck and he sucked my neck until i finished with a wave of orgasm running all over my body ...i moaned.....and he finished inside me too...his deep rough breath is slowed down now...he pressed his body harder ... we both sighed ...sigh of satisfaction....he looked at me coldly and said...

"miss rose....i hate you!"

i couldnt say anything cause of tiredness and pain....my vision got blured and my eyes got closed.....