I Am Afraid

I am afraid

And terrified

I cant even sleep at night

This world is crazy

It truly is scary

One wrong choice and revenge is sought

It is getting worse faster than i thought

I wish i could sleep

My nights have scarce peace

Looking over my shoulder

Day and night

Like trying to lift a boulder

Im looking for the light

Im scared that when i sleep

You'll be there haunting my dreams

Im afraid to rest

My trust put to the test

You never know who

Will disregard all rules

You never know when

Or how it will happen

But my heart aches

And it pounds

My breath it takes

From my mouth comes no sounds

And slowly my soul it breaks

Its hard to say how i feel

But these feelings are just too real

Im scared of you

Im scared of what you'll do

Im afraid for my life

Whatever, one day i shall surely die

I just hope it isn't soon