25.) Hearts that speak.

Jungkook came running to the palace he searched everywhere but he couldn't find Jimin.

He went to Suga's room "hyung, Jimin-shii"

Suga: "he's not here, is saw him with L in the morning, anyway...." Before he completed Jungkook rushed out.

Jhope look at Suga and Suga shrugged at him.

Jungkook found L in the hallway; he rushed to her holding her "L".

L: wooo, wooo slowdown kookie.

Jungkook: L …L where's Jimin hyung?

L: he is in the garden ….

Jungkook sprinted towards the garden.

Rose is on her way to the garden while Jungkook just crossed her and headed to the garden.

He finally found Jimin standing in the garden, brushing the leaves and lost in his thoughts.

He went to Jimin, leaning his head on the blonde's shoulder…Jimin could feel who it is he don't need to look. Jungkook breathing raggedly, Jimin stayed still for a while letting him stay on his shoulder cause he knows that it would be their last time, The last day they can do all this, after this day they would go different ways.

Jimin is about to turn around, Jungkook stopped him saying "just…just one more minute….haa..Haa" he takes long breathes gasping.

Jungkook calms down and Jimin starts to hear his thoughts.

Jungkook's pov

"I know…..now I know"

"Why you pushed me away?"

"I understand how you felt"

"And you don't need to suffer to share your past I already know, what happened"

"I am sorry I rushed you, without knowing how you are feeling after all the mess, I should have given you some time to feel better"

Jimin heard everything from Jungkook and now he hates himself more than ever for making jungkook feel sorry without his fault.

Jimin finally spoke "its okay jungkook, I am fine now" he turn to the brunette.

And stayed calm, Jungkook slowly pulled Jimin's hand asking to follow him.

They stood near a garden pond and jungkook pointed towards their reflection.

Saying "this is us, this is you, no matter what you say and how harsh your words are I don't care because at the end all I can see is you"

The brunette took his hands and kept looking down at them "I am sorry I should not have done that, or said any of those things soon after you woke up from that hell, I should have acted better."

"I told you that I am fine, you don't need to be sorry" Jimin pulled his hands back saying this and Jungkook glanced at him in surprise like…. now what

Jimin crossed his arms in front of his chest saying "because that doesn't change anything between us or what I said"

Jungkook: what?

Jimin: you think I pushed you away because I care about you and angry on you huh….he smirks

Jungkook: then why?

Jimin: why? …..Do you even have an idea of what I went through because of you and still you expect me to like you?

Jungkook: you think that it is my fault.

Jimin: yes, it's you ....if you had listened to me and backed off that night, none of us have to suffer like this, not me not L, you are nothing but reckless, irresponsible and impulsive and you except someone like me to like you.

(Jimin: no, it's not your fault jungkook any of this, you always cared for me, for everyone and you never acted thoughtlessly)

Jungkook: Then what was all that, the times we spent together is it all a lie?

Jimin: "no, I can't say it is completely true but not deep at all, not deep enough to touch my heart or for me to have feelings for you". He shrugs

(Jimin: every single moment I spent with you means a lot to me, and my heart races like hell when I just see you, your sight that enough to make me feel everything. )

Jungkook: so it doesn't matter, the times we spent together and happiness, all those got wiped off by a pain curse.

Jimin: I don't even like you touching me, it stings when you touch me it reminds of that painful memories and you expect me to let me kiss you and spend my entire life with you.

(Jimin: I couldn't even imagine holding others hand after touching you, and no one can replace the feel of your lips over mine ever…. not even in thousand lifetimes.)

Jungkook: what did I do so wrong? Every time I tried to reach you, you push me away. All I did is try so hard that you won't get hurt, the least I wanted is you to talk to me and I wanted to be there for you. But after all this still you won't speak right, your heart says something and the words come out of your mouth are something else, fine… fine I understand that you don't need me.

Jimin silently stares at Jungkook watches him finally breaking down and that's what he wants, he wants him to give up.