Alone

I couldn't believe what I saw. I see blood all over the floor and when I looked up, I see Jafar covered in blood. I couldn't move because I was speechless at what I witnessed. He wasn't injured but there was blood all over his shirt. He looked at me and asked, "Weren't you suppose to be bed?" He took off his shirt and went to the shower. I muttered, "I was asleep but you woke me up."

I lied back down and tried falling asleep. I couldn't fall asleep. I kept moving around but just couldn't find the perfect position to fall asleep. I tried sleeping then suddenly I heard Jafar come out of the shower. I can smell the shampoo he used. It was strong but I didn't mind at all. I hear his footsteps come closer to me. He stopped by where I was sleeping and I can sense that he was staring at me. He pinned both my wrists down and bit my neck. I opened my eyes widely by the pain I was feeling.

"Ja.. Jafar!! I-it hurts." I said in pain.

He ignored me and bit me harder. His fangs deep in my skin made me want to faint. He stopped sucking my blood then looked in my eyes. I saw blood on his chin and for some reason, I wanted to lick it. I sat up and stared at that blood. He asked, "What is it?" I grabbed his face gently and licked the blood off of his chin. He blushed and yelled, "What was that for??" I answered, "There was blood on your chin. I wanted to lick it." He got on the bed then asked, "Why are you still up?" I replied, "I was asleep then I heard the door rumbling."

"Oh.." He teased, "Were you scared?"

"Yeah, I was." I responded quickly.

He giggled, "Cutie." I blushed then questioned him, "What did you say?" He said, "Cutie." I hit him with a pillow and said, "Whatever, I'm going to bed." He got mad and threatened me, "I'm going to suck on your blood again but harder this time." I teased, "Do it! I dare you. I double dare you!" Jafar got on top then leaned in to my neck. I was blushing and my heart was beating fast. He whispers in my ear, "Do I hear someone's heart pounding fast?"

I tried to push him away but he was too strong. I start to fear him. I blurted, "No! That's not my heart, it must be yours." He grabbed my hand and placed it on his chest. His heart was beating normal. He said, "It's clearly not mine." I thought of something funny. I asked, "Hey, Jafar, do you like me?" I can feel his heart beat the same. I asked another question, "Can I kiss you?" His heart was beating the same. I laughed nervously and said, "That wasn't funny, was it?"

"No, it wasn't," he said in a angry tone. "We have school today and it's already 2 in the morning."

Jafar got off of me and went to his side of the bed. I got under the covers and so did Jafar. I almost went to sleep but an hour has passed and I still couldn't sleep. Suddenly, I felt Jafar's hand around my waist and his body touching my back. He was so close and I was blushing non-stop. I tried to stay quiet by not making a single noise. I touched his hand and put it to his side. He groaned and pulled me to him. I tried to move his hand again but this time it was lock in place. I wasn't comfortable so I moved to face him.

His face looks relaxed and calm like a baby. His eyes peacefully closed made me want to at least sleep. I saw his lips and so wanted to touch them. I was about to but-

"What are you doing?" He asked angrily. His eyes open and furious.

I blushed that he caught me red handed. I kept staring at him then I begin to apologize, "I'm sorry, I'll sleep outside." I was about to leave but Jafar grabbed my arm and pulled me to him. He said tiredly, "Just sleep." He was holding me in his arm and I just blushed.

How can I sleep when his hands are touching my body? My heart was beating fast because I have never done this before. He sighed and let go of me. He demanded, "Just go to sleep. I wasn't going to do anything to you."

I wonder about why he started to hold me in his arms. Does he like me? Or does he not want to lose me? I also had another question. Why does he assassinate people? Will he one day assassinate me? I start to think. He assassinates people to make money. Shouldn't he get a normal job? My head started to hurt then I saw an image in my head. I was a little kid playing with Jafar in a playground as we were making a sand castle.

I covered my mouth and whispered, "We were friends in the past?"

Jafar panicked and shouted, "What?! I was friends with you in the past?" I nodded. I uncovered my mouth then turned to him and asked, "Jafar, do you think both of our memories were erased by the same person?" He seemed shock. He asked, "You don't think it was the evil twins, do you? Your brothers?" I said, "I have a feeling they erased my memories. You remember when you were explaining everything to me about you eavesdropping on them?" He thought in silence and replied, "Yeah, I did. They said my name and-" He stood in silence then angrily said, "THEY ERASED MY MEMORIES FROM THE PAST!!!"

He looked at me with hatred in his eyes. He whispered, "Get out."

"Why?"

"I said get out! Why did I help you when your brothers erased my memories?"

I felt sad and unhelpful to him. He stood up and grabbed me to carry me outside. He said, "I don't want to see you ever again."

"But my memories were erased too!" I explained. "Please, Jafar. I don't deserve this."

He closed the door and locked it. I start banging on the door. I said his name, "Jafar! Please, I don't deserve this.. we both don't deserve this. I thought we were friends.."

I sat down at the doorstep, crying, while trying to fall asleep.

"Kill him." A voice in my head said, "Kill him. You don't deserve this. Kill him."

My head was hurting from the voice whispering to me.

I shouted, "Get out of my head! I don't want to do that! I don't want to kill him. Get out of my head!"

"Oh, but you do, you are a demon." The voice claimed.

I started to scream from the pain. I could tell Jafar had enough of me from talking and screaming. He opened the door then said, "Shut up!"

My body was moving on it's own. I moved and faced him while standing up. For some reason, I made a knife appear in my hand. I said, "Kill me! I can't control my body. Kill me!!" I can feel my body being taken over by someone. I whispered, "Save me.."

Everything went black. I don't remember where I was. I remember waking up in a black dark room. I couldn't see at all. I got up to walk but there was no one. I yelled, "Hello? Anyone here?!" No answer. I kept walking but it felt like I was walking in circles. I was going nowhere. I shouted, "Jafar? Where are you?" I couldn't hear him anywhere. I was scared and afraid. I felt so alone..