Mine ( Alexandra pov )

I walk into the bathroom and look around, "this is bigger then any bathroom I've seen", I say to myself laughing. I look around and hen see myself in the mirror, I look at myself in horror of what I see. Is this what I've looked like the whole time! I can't believe Angelo saw me like this no wonder he probably won't like me like that. I sigh at the thought, knowing that my crazy ideas are far fetched. Stripping myself of my clothes I get in the shower. I struggle turning on the shower because of the dumb fancy knob. 'Rich people and the need to have everything fancy what the heck!" Finally I get the hot water running and I close my eyes instantly relaxed as the hot water runs down my skin. I get my hair wet... ugh so many knots, I'll find a comb or something when I get out hopefully. I see a bar of soap.. usually I wash with a rag and soap in the shower but I guess not here. As I wash my body I hear the door open, Master Angelo probably brought me some clothes. The door hasn't closed so he's probably still here... he better not be looking I think and I feel my cheeks turn a bright red. 'As if he would ever look, he probably has other rich girls throwing themselves at him... I hope not.' He probably likes experienced women anyways... ' I can't believe he asked me about being with a guy... am I that weird that even he knows Ive always been alone... or did he think I was sleazy. My thoughts are interrupted, I hear the door close so I get out. I dry myself off and look at the folded night gown. I hold it up to my body, oh no... it's really short what if I flash him. Wrapping the towel around me I walk out of the bathroom and see him only in sweats. ' holy mother of hotness, he is ripped the freak out.' My cheeks immediately redden... I have absolutely NO experience with males... this is a lot for me and he doesn't even realize what he's doing is making me feel weird feelings' I see him look at me so I speak, "Master Angelo the night gown is a little short on me..." I watch as he looks away from me out of the window. "that's all I could find for you, it doesn't matter we're going to bed anyways." Really? Great I hope I don't embarrass myself now. "Yes master Angelo" I sat and I go back into the bathroom. I slip on the clothes after drying my hair with the towel. I look around for something to untangle my hair, I found a comb and run it through my hair quickly so I don't take forever. Unconsciously a yawn escapes my lips 'I'm so tired I wonder where he will put me to sleep... probably the slave quarters I am one now after all' I open the door slowly and see him look at me. "Where do I sleep? The servants quarters?" He started laughing like I just told the funniest joke anyone's ever heard. I was being serious what's so funny, I get embarrassed and await his response. "No with me, get in the bed." My eyes widen in shock and I look for words to say. Didn't I just tell him I have never even been with a guy why would I sleep in bed with him. I go to protest but he cuts me off, "oh come on I'm not going to touch you, get in the bed it will I shave to punish you?" The color on my face drains, I get scared when he says that because I know the things that could happen and I don't want to even find out what he will do. Quickly I closed my mouth and got into the bed laying as far away from him as possible. I hope he can't hear my heart, it's racing and I'm so nervous. I faced away from him, I don't want to look in his hypnotizing red eyes. I close my eyes trying to ignore the flashes of my family going through my head. "Alexandra..." I hear him say with a scary amount of seriousness in his voice. "yes master Angelo". I hear him say, "What happened to your family, and why were you in the place where slaves are sold?" I freeze instantly thinking somehow he read my mind. Tears swelled in my eyes but I blink them away not wanting to seem weak and Softly I said, "I guess they followed me back to the house and I didn't know... I just wanted to get the vegetables my mom needed for the soup she was making. When I got home we were all in the kitchen, but I guess my parents sensed something before I did and told me to go hide. I was at the stairs when I saw them murder my parents so I ran to my room and got under the bed...." Unable to hold my tears in any longer they came rushing down my face. I never really had a moment to sort through what happened. "... I fended off the first one but the other man he knocked me unconscious and when I woke up I was there..." I was trying to hold back a sob, he can't see me like this. I felt his arms around me and he pulled me into his chest. I finally let my sobs out, I don't know why I felt so safe in his arms. I feel like I can tell him anything. "I'm so sorry Alexandra, they were good people." I feel his relaxed muscles tighten instantly after he said that and I instantly froze... did he know my family ?... "what do you mean they were good people you never met them?" Instantly confused I look up at this man waiting for an explanation. I know he's hiding something but what. "I don't know... I meant I guess they were good people because look at you." He is lying, his heart is beating like sticks on a metal drum. I'm to tired to think about those right now so I get off of him and lay down facing away from him. I can't believe I cried on him, he must think I'm weak now... As all these emotions as thoughts run rampant throughout my mind. I hear Master Angelos say something but I can't understand it, I'm so sleepy, I fall into a deep sleep. My dream feels like a memory but I know it's not real it can't be... it's Master Angelo and my family but I was much younger... I'm so confused. What happened? And why can't I remember?