Ch.97

Once all the touched had returned to normal, the girl was the last of the touched to come out of it. Even I had to get a shot just in case before I was allowed back through the gate. All the samples we're e ordered destroyed before our arrival. After finishing my work on Lantean laws, customs and the language itself, Samantha and I had our long weekend after all.

She learned I wasn't joking about the days of lovemaking and damned if she wasn't extremely tight. It was difficult and took hours before she was able to comfortably take me all the way. Still, the pleasure was on a whole other level and we immersed ourselves into it, losing track of time as all that mattered was her skin on mine, her touch, her everything and vice versa. I'd asked to share myself with her spiritually like the Alterans and she'd agreed which sent us down the long weekend road in my bed cause I didn't sleep anywhere else off base.

It'd taken us nearly half the night to make it to the bedroom, but sleep wasn't really had much. When it was for her, it was after a nice shower and she woke up to food which ended in more sex like a a cycle of fun that seemed to never end until Jack and Daniel called us separately to check in before work. We'd almost not made it sharing a shower, but Sam was all business unless she was touching me.

She asked about the branding scar over my heart k shook my head. "I don't remember. I think the name belonged to me at one point, but beyond it being a possible last name, I don't know."

She swatted my hands away when I rubbed them along her body and kissed her neck, saying if we started again we'd be in trouble. I offered to spank her like the internet says and she bit her lip saying next time. I chuckled, asking her to let me know when she'd like to go out again sometime because I enjoyed hearing her stories of her past and just hearing her laughter almost as much as the other sounds she makes when we made love.

She shivered and we shared a hot kiss before one bout of shower sex where she watched me pull out and splash buckets of seed across her stomach and thighs. I held her ass while she went through her own climax as well before another call from Jack to me to help him with a crossword puzzle came. Samantha washed and slipped away before I could return to her. I scowled seeing her dressed in her extra clothes from her car go bag.

She smiled saying I shouldn't worry cause we weren't done, just busy with work. I grabbed my clothes and dressed before riding a motorcycle in behind her car. She spent several weeks studying my weapons before we were sent on a mission to find out what her ex fiancé's team was up to. She and I had weeks together for dates, spending the night over at each other's places and such.

She knew I didn't sleep at her place, but then we weren't much for sleeping until she started her period, then I just held her, watched sitcoms and gave her chocolates. Occasionally one of us would crack a joke and when she fell asleep in my arms, I'd turn the tv off, carry her to bed and hold her all night, meditating myself while she slept. It was interesting to be told there was a man playing a god in a native's camp especially from the SGC.

When Jack told Samantha to head back to the gate, I told her it would be fine because I'd bring him back alive so she can question him pack at the SGC. She said she could get through to him and declined a direct order before the Lieutenant we found did the same. I raised my gun, shot him with a stunner and grabbed him before he could fall. "He's of no use to us dying here and he wasn't going to get far dying from exposure."

I tossed him over my shoulder and turned to Jack. "I'll be back in twenty minutes with a team to cover our backs on extraction just in case."

Jack nodded and told me to get him there and back as fast as possible because an immortal man would be helpful if I can stun everyone and slow things down to assess the situation. I jogged off at a dead run to the gate where I dialed earth and went through with the Lieutenant. I set him on the gurney and gave a quick debriefing saying we may need an extraction team because at least one of the SG team we went to check on was dead and another was playing god while his second in command was helping him.

General Hammond sent two in full tactical and camouflage with sunscreen. I led them to Jack and the rest where we found them making camp for the night. When we met up, I set up a perimeter with Teal'c's help before taking first watch. When they came, I woke everyone silently and stood in the center of camp, opening fire on all the natives, dropping ten of them before the remaining ones scattered dragging their friends away.

I stayed on lookout for the rest of the night until the idiots retreated in the morning with no one captured. Jack sent the rest to guard the gate before asking me to go into the mining canyon and stun everyone that wasn't tied out in the heat. It was a chore, but one I excelled out, dropping people left right and center even when I got shot with bullets and tranq darts.

I dropped the crazy guy along with all of the natives that came outside. The team moved in and Samantha pulled the darts out of me while the bullets popped out on their own. My wounds healed and I sat down as the drugs kicked in. I got light headed while Sam woke up the asshole with a god complex and he tried calling for others to come and I stood up as my vision cleared a bit, dropping dozens more before walking over to asshole.

I stabbed him through the hand, pinning it to a rock as I looked him in the eyes, coldly, without remorse. I told him as politely as possible. "If you call more of them out here, I'll turn this gun on you without the stun session and shoot you where pieces will be missed. It'll be agonizing, burning away the flesh and nerves and we both know those nerves will give you a reason to scream. I've tortured men, gone with them to the very depths of their psyches and broken them in ways that left drooling messes. You're a soldier and a reasonably seasoned one so look me in the eyes and tell me I won't do it, that I don't have what it takes."

He calmed down and I smiled lightly. "Now answer their questions or you'll sing soprano by the time we leave here the fast or the slow way cause honestly, I have all day and nothing better to do since I'm on this hell hole because of you."

He swallowed and I stood up, yanking my knife out. "And stop being a coward, I didn't nick a bone or any nerve clusters, you'll be fine in a few weeks if you keep it clean."

Samantha wrapped his hand and looked to me before getting the information about the shields. I went into the cave and ten minutes later I carried one of the devices out. We used a map to find the other and I went for a run before we gave the people what they needed. The natives chased us back to the gate and I carried their would be god while firing at the natives that followed us. Teal'c had the Captain who followed him and shot me before so that was the last of their team.

We went through and I dumped the major in the capable hands of the MPs and the doctors before Dr.Fraiser pulled arrows and darts out of my back. The two men were court martial'd while Samantha asked what that was back there. I told her I was a warrior for a very long time and part of that means doing things that most people would baulk at which means I likely did them so I just used his greatest fears against him, the fear of the unknown, of being powerless against an enemy he couldn't comprehend.

She asked about his hand and I grunted. "A flesh wound and far less severe than what he's done. We needed answers and we needed him to stop calling for backup before we were overrun. I may be unkillable but the rest of you aren't so I worked with what I had to force him to tell us what we needed to know in the time allotted. If you don't like it, I'll stop, I just figured it would be less painful and far quicker to make him afraid of me than for you to break through his ego with reason."

She sighed and said we don't torture people, let alone our own people. I nodded. "Alright, noted no torturing. Give me a chance to make it up to you? I know what I did might've alarmed you and I don't want to be that kind of guy. I'd be the pacifist if I could, but there's a part of me that isn't human, that doesn't feel remorse and does whatever is necessary to protect mankind. It's something I struggled with a lot when I was attempting to ascend and I don't want it to come between what we could have. That wasn't it speaking, but it was what convinced him to comply, the presence and demeanor of a killer he saw in my eyes."

I touched her face lightly. "I'm not it and it's a small part of me, but it doesn't control me and it never will."

She asked what I was talking about and my nose bled before I told her the genetic mutation that allows me to heal comes with animalistic senses and formerly bone claws until a powerful entity played etch a sketch with my insides when I pissed it off. I told her while I changed that the claws were gone but the instincts remain. I went on to tell her I was another alien race's lab rat for a time and they altered my DNA to allow me to create portals anywhere I desire but at the cost of draining me physically of energy over time, adding their cold demeanor to the secondary mutation.

My ears bled as the pressure in my skull increased and I told her my real physical strength comes from an energy being she would call a demon that was forcefully fused with my soul and enhanced me to super human levels and added a full primal personality to me, fusing the others two sides into it. I told her it caused me a great deal of pain before, fighting it to ascend, until I accepted that it was apart of me and no longer just a separate entity inside me.

I rubbed my head and told her it was one of the things I'd like to forget because being soul raped by a demon wasn't exactly on my list of things to do before I died. She asked what happened and more pain came, flashes of faces and events.

I shook my head and healed up telling her. "I can't. Those memories are locked away for a reason. The others knew everything and still they insisted and made monsters from the samples they took. There's a reason I didn't share these things and why I don't want to remember them Samantha. I'm trying to forget and start over. I just needed you to know what's there so you'll know that no matter what it may look like, I'm in charge and I'm not evil, I'm just me, whatever's left that is."

I put away my weapons and told her I'd like to see her again sometime, maybe go for dinner and dancing if she still wants, but I'd understand if she didn't want to see me again.