I've already lost it once, I can't lose it again

There was a voice in Liancheng Yazhi's heart saying, " it's over, it's over. Liancheng Yazhi must have hurt Rong Yan's heart again today and made her think that you don't want to treat meomeow. It must have made her despair. If it was Rong Yan, if she left again, what would he do? "

Liancheng Yazhi ran downstairs in a panic. There was only one maid downstairs at the moment. He grabbed the maid's arm and said, " "Have you seen Rong Yan and meowmeowmeowmeow?"

The maid shook her head subconsciously in shock. Liancheng Yazhi pushed her away and ran into the courtyard.

Liancheng Yazhi could hear his heart beating like a drum and his rapid breathing. That sound intensified the uneasiness, fear, and regret in his heart.

Liancheng Yazhi really wanted to give himself a tight slap now. He had been looking forward to this for so long and finally got her back. Why did Wanwan have to do something that deserved a slap?

Didn't you seek death three years ago? And now, he wanted to do it again?