I am out of my mind

That man started to come closer. He is none other than my love RM. I am really happy to see him here, a big fat smile appeared on my face and I said "Glad to see you here"

He replied "I am here because suga hyung scolded me. So I also thought that I should help you"

Vanisha is still upset from RM because of his impolite behavior so she quickly replied "ohk thanks, then why are you just standing help us"

After two hours of hardwork our stuff is shifted. We all are standing at the main gate of dorm. We can't go to our room because my room is at 6th floor and our escalator is repairing and my legs are the problem. Vanisha alone can't hold me till there so V politely asked the security guard "can we go upstairs, as she is unable to walk"

Guard abruptly replied "No, are you blind? Can't you see this is girls dorm"

V calmly again asked "But see we have no option. "

But the guard is very stubborn he again said in very informal way "Hey!! how many times do I have to say? If you think you are a girl then you can go"

V is now very very angry with his this statement and now they both are fighting. Namjoon tried to stop them but he failed.

Then I shouted and said "V stop! I will call my other roomates, I have their number. We 4 girls live in one room"

V sarcastically said "oooh you told us so early"

I replied "sorry sorry I forgot"

I called them, one is from India and the other is from America. They are also in language programme. We are three Indians and one American. Alice is American and she is 5 years older than me and Ridhima is from India we call her ridhi and she is 2 years younger than me, so she call us unnie (korean word refer to older sister)

They both came and help us. They couldn't recognise V and Rm because they both are wearing mask and cap and maybe this is the reason why Guard fought with V.

Me and Vanisha finally greeted them and and said "bye"

We started walking towards our room and my roomates are holding me. But then V again called me, I turned back and he asked for my phone number. I am so surprised that how but then we quickly exchanged our numbers. I hope that RM will also note my number but he is already gone and waiting for V in the car.

My room number is 119 and it's a nice place. There are two rooms one for Alice and ridhi and other is for me and vanisha. There is one kitchen, hall and 4 study rooms with all furnitures and equipments..View is also great from my room. In short I loved this place.

I fell asleep quickly because It was a very hectic day and from tomorrow my classes will also start.

I am getting ready and Alice and ridhi came in.

I asked "what do you want?"

they asked "actually we forgot to asked yesterday, but who were those guys with you? Your boyfriend? "

I replied "no, right now I am getting late I'll tell you later" I didn't tell them because then they will ask more how, when, why and all.

Vanisha and Alice are our senior so they went for their class on first floor and me and Ridhi are in same first year batch and our class in in ground floor.

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My class is going well, teacher is also teaching well and abruptly my phone started ringing. Everyone is staring at me now, yeah I forgot to put it on silent. I am quite embarrassed. Oh no it is V who is calling but unfortunately I can't pick up. I am more curious now why he was calling. BTS is more important for me. But still 30 minutes are remaining for class to get over. And these 30 minutes felt like 30 months. In the end bell rang and I left the class even before the teacher and again everyone is looking at me with a wierd look.

I didn't care about it and called V, he picked up and without waiting for his response first I said "hey V sorry I was in my class"

"I am RM and I was the one who called you"

i become silent for a minute and thought how come he, did he call me to apologize about his behavior.

"hello hello, are you listening? " he asked

"yes yes " I replied back

"V has something important to do with his phone so I am calling you again with my phone"

My phone again started ringing, I picked up.

RM said "you have to visit a doctor with me"

I replied "it's okay I can go but why? "

"You were injured from a can, so you should take tetnus injection"

I replied cheerfully "okay I am ready just tell me the time"

"Actually everyone is busy right now except me. That's why you have to go with me. So be ready at sharp 5pm today and I'll be waiting for you at the main gate of your dorm"

with that said he hanged up without waiting for my response.

Again my phone started ringing. I thought it's RM who called me to tell that he hanged up by mistake and wants my response but no, it's Ridhi.

"Hey where are you? " she asked

"Don't worry I am coming, just a minute"

I also hanged up in between like RM. Maybe I am pissed off that's why. But I am happy that atleast I have RM's number now.

"Unnie where were you? who was calling you? how can you run out of the class like that, your first impression was really bad. Now teacher dislike you. Answer me, why are you not saying anything?" Ridhi asked

"Hey listen I am not in the mood"

She again started to ask and now she is shaking my body also.

I warned her with a serious heavy tone "how many times do I have to tell you? I am not in the mood to answer your silly questions"

After this she also left me alone because she know how I am.

I didn't answer her even on my way back home.

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At 5pm I am standing at the main gate of my dorm. I told Vanisha where I am going but Alice and Ridhi are still confused and their confusion is obvious.

Me and RM reached the hospital. He didn't speak a single word in the car and now when we reached he finally asked "aren't you afraid of injection"

I replied "No, it's just injection"

He smiled a little and said "So my presence here is useless"

"why? " I asked

"I thought that you will be scared like most of the other girls. So in order to take responsibility of your wound, I came here"

"These are just stereotype that girls are scared of injections, I am strong girl"

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When I came home, firstly I explained everything to Alice and Ridhi like how I met bts and all. And as expected Ridhi is in Korea because of bts only and she loves jin a lot literally a lot.

Alice neither like kdramas nor kpop she is here because she is half Korean. Her parents divorced and she is with her mom now and her mom wants her to learn Korean as she is Korean.

Today vanisha and ridhi will sleep together because they want to talk about bts. While me and Alice are busy in our own business.

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It's been 12 days in Korea and now I know a lot about Korea and BTS and a lot about ridhi and Alice too.

In these 12 days I managed to get all bts members phone number yeah it's a big achievement for me. I often chat with them and everyone is active except RM, he reads my all messages but never reply.

Ridhi and Vanisha asked me to give BTS numbers to them but I have promised BTS to not leak their number or any personal detail so I can't. But as bts has accepted vanisha follow request on Instagram so they talk on Instagram.

These 12 days were really awesome, I often visited BTS house and spend a lot of time with them. We all know a lot about each other, especially me and V.

Today as usual on 13th day in Korea I am going to BTS house. Today is Sunday so I can spend more time with them.

We watched movie together and jhope cried and we all are laughing.

After 3hours we all are sitting in the Hall and just talking and RM asked "why you always come here? I know I was responsible for your wound but now it's all ok so there is no point of you to come here" ."I was not saying anything till now because I thought that you will understand it but now I had to say this"

V said "we are friends that's why she is here"

"if you are friends then go visit somewhere else, she can't come here on daily basis"

Now no one have any answer to this, everyone is silent. And RM again asked "answer me, why are you after us? "

I can't hold this anymore so I shouted "I come here just because of you, I love you..... saranghae" (Korean word refer to love you)

After a moment of shouting now I am regretting what I have just said, I closed my fist and pressed it and murmured "aaahhh I am out of my mind".