Am I dreaming?

As soon as I opened my eyes I saw an angelic figure standing before me, his hair looked as soft as silk and his eyes seemed so incredibly gold, I thought I could get lost in them forever. He must have caught me staring, as he said, "Like what you see?" I came back to reality just as fast as I had left. I couldn't help but start stammering, " I-I, n-no it's not...." He started laughed so sweetly, I felt as if I would melt in the presence of such a beautiful being. "There's nothing to be ashamed of, darling," he started, "I am merely an angel, here to be YOUR guide, and yours only, throughout your eternity her in heaven. You are such a good girl, and you are lucky you were good enough to end up here." I sighed in relief. "I'm glad I didn't end up in hell, but if I may ask, how did I die?" He paused for a moment, as if pondering whether he should tell me or not. "Well darling, you see, your ex boyfriend..... 'Alex' had escaped from a mental hospital, and apparently you went to his house to find him, and.... he had shot you with a firearm." I gasped, I never expected him to do such a thing, but I was stupid enough to go look for my EX, who is psychotic! I started crying, which turned into an ugly cry. I was so embarrassed to be ugly crying in front of a handsome angel, but I just couldn't contain it, but at this point I didn't even know what I was feeling. Anger? Sadness? I wondered to myself, am I dreaming? If I wasn't I just wanted to go home and see my cat, Mooshi. Suddenly, a gentle hand was placed on my shoulder. The angel whispered in my ear, "Everything's going to be okay," I was sniffling and my mascara was running down my cheeks like a waterfall. He pulled me in for a hug, and at first I hesitated, but his warmth was so comforting, I found myself accepting his embrace. As we sat there I couldn't help but blurt, "Does mysteriously handsome angel have a name..?" He released me and I could feel my cheeks get red, as he said, "I, the mysteriously handsome angel has a name, my name is Nigel." I giggled a little as I whispered softly to myself, "Nigel, huh? I think we're gonna get along pretty well."