Unable to resist

After one week

"Ahana How could you do this to yourself? You weren't eating and sleeping from last week properly. if this goes on you will die. Are you planning to leave your best friend like this "said Rohit?

Rohit is Ahana's best friend. He is a billionaire and treats Ahana as its own sister. Due to his work, he won't be able to accompany Ahana in her tough time, so he was scolding her through his phone.

"Ahana you have two choices either you eat properly and live a good life or I will come and take you with my India. Ahana I know it's been hard on you but if Lucas saw you like this. What will he think his ahana is such a coward girl. Ahana please look at yourself don't do stupid things. You know your friends are worried about you". He roared angrily.

"I will come to America within a week. if I found you doing any stupid thing be ready to die."

"Ahana Are you listening to me," said Rohit angrily. He was worried about her, but she isn't even saying a single word.

Ahana uttered," Thanks Rohit for all this yrs of being my friend. But now I think that you're right. I won't spend my whole life like this. Thank you for helping me".

Rohit felt happy that finally, she is able to understand this. He replied in exciting tone," Bestie, I'm happy you finally realized. Well, tale care of your health I will come u.s within a week for meeting you. I don't like your sad soul feeling Be a good girl and try to find your happiness.

Rohit replied lazily," Well there is another meeting, so I have to go. I will can you tomorrow".

After listening to this she said "ok "and hang up his call

She lazily laid on the bed.on surface Ahana is fine but inside her heart is suffering a battle between the living and dying.she become a walking dead person.

She thought that what's the point of telling everyone our problem they will also stick with me. why worry others.its better to remain silent and treat things like never happened.

She went to the bathroom for taking a bath. After the bath, she wore the mourning dress and went to Lucas grave.

She reached the cemetery where the words were engraved "Lucas brown 1991-2020".she slowly puts her white small fingers on the words and tears started flowing from her eyes. A flash of memories of their beautiful relationship came in her mind.

"You're my first and my last. My love starts from you and ends on you".

"I will wait for you. In next lifetime if you dare to leave me. I will kick you a**" she said in her trembling voice while weeping her tears.

After putting the flowers in front of his grave. she went back to her apartment.

Her apartment who was full of warm sunshine.who was the witness of their love, their warmth now turned into darkness. she felt so lonely because his Lucas was gone. She missed his voice, warmth, kisses and his br8ght smile which makes her forget her pain of disappearing parents.

He was his light but now her light was gone. Even if she runs through thousand of miles she won't be able to catch him. Lucas brings happiness and sadness to her. Now there is none who was beside her. Even though she has best friends who are very protective to her but none can be Lucas.

Lucas and Ahana stay in the same apartment. but they never shared a bed together and did anything beyond their level. Lucas believes that after marriage they can do that sorts of things.so he decided not to do anything that makes her unhappy.

She went to his room and saw the bed where Lucas slept after getting home. she sits on the bed while mesmerizing his fragrance.she realized that his fragments are still there, but he is no more. she stood up from the bed and open his wardrobe where his clothes were hanging.she took out his favourite shirt and hugged that piece of cloth tightly. Her heart was in chaos.

But only he can calm her mind. His ties, watches, shoe, books and shirts are there but the person she wants was no more.she silently cried in pain of losing her treasure.she took out the album of their memories and started looking through it. After closing the album of their memories.she started remembering the days of their youth and the first meeting.

Flashback

"Um.pardon me. This is your book I found near the library she hesitated and felt embarrassed because it was her first time interacting with a guy.

Lucas' look at her and chuckle. He found her cute especially when she turned red from embarrassment.

He took the book from her hand and pinched her chin." look at me"

she felt more shy and her palms were sweaty because of her embarrassment

"why you lower your head ? Don't lower your head in front of me. Stay confident.you're just returning book.why are you feeling so shy

He bites his earlobe and said," Thanks"in his sexy voice.

Her face turned red, and she felt like as butterflies were dancing in her stomach.she felt something different that she never felt before.

"Are you going to stand there forever, Don't you know class is going to start" He chuckled while looking at her.

"Um. I'm sorry … I …she hesitated for a second she doesn't realize what was going on but her mind went blank after seeing his smile. A layer of warmth spread in her heart.

"Which Major you're in?" Lucas asked ahana while pinching her cheeks.

"I'm in business major" uttered ahana in low voice.

"Well, what a coincidence I'm too.lets go together" Lucas said in excitement before she responds. He grabbed her hand and started running.

She looked towards their holding hands and felt shy.she doesn't know, but she wasn't able to resist this warm feeling.