Chapter 10 - What have I done?!

*chirp~ chirp~* *tweet~ tweet tweet~* *SFX for sweet, bird singing*

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"Hnnnggh... nnnghhhh hnngh.."

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"Hmmmnnnnnnngah!"

WhoWhatWhyWhenWhereHow?!?!

"Ahhnn~!!!"

That was such a nice, pleasant, tender, and skilful pinch! It felt great! Who did it!

...And what was going on, why... couldn't.... I..... breathe...

As these thoughts jumped to the front of my mind, I slowly widened my sleepy eyes at the sight of my newborn daughter currently flying across the room.

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My body instinctively circulated all the Qi in my body, and put all the martial arts techniques I practised with my body, to astonishing use that I thought impossible for one with my level of cultivation and physique tempering, and flashed across the room as if teleporting, reached out to my daughter with my hands and chest to catch her and cushion her fall.

"Heavens! What have I done! I almost threw you to your death! Mommy is so, so so sorry! Are you okay??! Forgive mommy okay?" I anxiously cooed as I held Yan Yan close to my heart and gently rocked her back and worth, with tears welling up in my eyes.

This is not enough. Yan Yan might be hurt, I need to heal her!

As this thought passed my mind, I moved my Qi to the route I've circulated countless times on the battlefield, the technique I most frequently use and am most familiar with.

*fwooosh~*

"Are you hurt?? Is it painful? Mommy will heal you up real good okay?" I gently whispered to pacify Yan Yan.

"Whew~ It looks like you're not hurt anywhere Yan Yan, that's good, that's good. Mommy's so sorry for letting that happen to you. I really should be more careful there." I reproached myself.

Never again. I must never let anything like this happen to Yan Yan ever again. At the very least, I must make sure she grows up safely and healthily. Well, it would great if she could grow up to be beautiful and wise too.

"Auuh~ Aooow~!" Yan Yan cried out as she grabbed at my swelling breasts.

"Oh? Is Yan Yan hungry? Okay! Be patient okay? Let mommy make some extra delicious milk for you, okay?" I happily replied to Yan as I closed my eyes.

I circulated the technique given to all mothers with a cultivation base in the clan to improve the quality of the milk produced in our breasts.

Drawing from the reservoir of Qi I've mixed yesterday using the Yin Qi from me and the Yang Qi from Bai Bai, I circulated the neutral Qi that is only able to exist by mixing Yin and Yang Qi together according to the route stipulated by the technique and into my milk ducts in my breasts blending the Qi into the milk as best as I could.

Once I've felt like there's nothing I could've done better, I then opened my eyes to look at my precious daughter, Yan Yan.

"Okay, I'm ready, Yan Yan. Enjoy~!" I smilingly confirmed as I pulled Yan Yan in closer to my breasts.

Yan Yan, seemingly able to understand my words, responded without any input from my hands and directed her mouth towards my nipples.

"Auu.. Aoohm~" Yan Yan hummed out as she opened her mouth to suck on my nipples...

*sup* *chup* *schuop* *gulp* *sllup* *ssrrup*

Ahn~ You must be very hungry Yan Yan, to suck so hard~ Sorry for keeping you waiting, okay? And thank you for being patient~ Your father needs his sleep or he wouldn't be able to work properly, Teehee~!" I cooed as I stroked her head with my left hand.

My daughter seems to be able to understand my intentions... Is this the bond between a mother and her baby? It's quite amazing, seeing it for myself.

Or maybe it's just that my daughter is very smart?

Huhu, how could that be, she has been born for barely a day, even if she was awake the whole time yesterday until we slept, which shouldn't be, because the midwife told me babies usually sleep for at least a third of a day after being born, there is no way that Yan Yan could've picked up and understood our language that quickly...

Heavens, now that I've properly thought about it... if Yan Yan was awake yesterday the whole time, does that mean... she heard our lovemaking yesterday?!?!

Uuuuuuuuuuuuuh, I am so embarassed~

I mean, normally speaking, we shouldn't let our child listen to us make love, but then again, if you look at it from a purely objective point of view, there's nothing wrong with a child knowing about the love their parents have for each other...right?

Haaaaa... It's okay, our child wouldn't understand what she saw anyway..... would she? I'm a little scared. It felt like she could understand me, if not words then at least intentions...

Whew. If so, I need to discuss some measures with Bai Bai. At the very least, I don't want Yan Yan to feel just the rather overwhelming lust I have for Bai Bai and me indulging in sexual pleasures and satisfying my lust...

Yeah. I'll tell Bai Bai to forget about his lust, and focus more on making sweet love to each other and making each other feel loved. If Yan Yan picks up on the love we have for each other, it would be much better than her picking up on our lust.

*chup chiup* *chuuuuuuu~up*

"Hmnah?! Oh! There's no milk already. Yan Yan must be very hungry, is my milk that delicious? Fufufu~, mommy's very happy~ Hold on okay? Let mommy switch sides." I delightedly exclaimed as Yan Yan roused me from my reverie.

I carefully changed the hands holding Yan Yan, being careful not to let anything bad happen to her again, and spun her around, holding her tender baby rear with my palm and letting her rest on my forearm, and drew Yan Yan closer to my left breast.

"Here, drink slowly. There there, there's no need to rush, you might choke." I gently chided Yan Yan as I stroked her head with my right hand this time.

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*chuup* *chiuuuu~up*

Hmm? Again?

"Oooh.... Fufufu, my milk was so delicious you drank everything huh, Yan Yan? Sorry that I don't have anymore. Are you still hungry?" I worriedly asked.

Of course, Yan Yan didn't reply to me, which would be shocking, admittedly. But she looked like she is trying to keep her eyes open. To look at me? Am I that beautiful? Awww~ I'm so happy and flattered that my daughter can't take her eyes off of me. Don't worry Yan Yan, in the future you will look just as, if not even more, beautiful as mommy~

"Oh? Yan Yan has had enough? You look very sleepy~ ufufu, then sleep well..." I softly whispered while gently rocking Yan Yan back and forth a little.

Yan Yan, as if understanding me, or maybe because of my gentle rocking, immediately closed her eyes. I drew her closer, placing her head in my cleavage, and swayed my body gently instead, trying to lull my daughter to sleep.

"Sweet Dreams~ Yan Yan." I softly whispered.