Chapter 36 The Wonder Wall

As Elle Smith laid down under her sky blue comforter that night, she touched her lips and wondered why she allowed it to happen. Why on Earth she did not slap Andrew? Why, why, why? Her thoughts filled with why's. She could not sleep. She kept on tossing and turning on her bed. She decided not to tell anyone about the kiss. Only Andrew, she shared it with him, that first kiss for so many times. Elle smiled a bit but her heart pounded so fast. Andrew's revelation lingered in her mind. "After all this time, Andrew got feelings for me. After all these years, that's why he's so protective of me. Ah that's why, that's why!" Elle thought to herself, patting her head. "But I just got feelings for him when James came in between us. I don't have feelings for James. I know who I want and yes I also controlled my feelings for Andrew, and that vivid dream!" Elle said to herself as she recalled everything about the dream last month. "Everything has connection. Ah! I'm happy about the level up of the relationship of Andrew and I have. But how about James. I don't wanna hurt him." Elle stood up. She opened her terrace door in her bedroom, she got out, glanced at the moon, the beautiful light of it made her feel calm. "I'm too young for love. I have so many goals to achieve. I want to graduate in college with a Summa Cum Laude award, proceed to Doctoral degree, and travel around the world." Elle conversed to the clear, bright shining moon. She smiled at the moon. She definitely knew it listened to her. When she was confused about everything, just one look at the moon, just one conversation with it, she felt relaxed. She knew what she wanted. Elle wanted to be a successful and famous Doctor. And about love, it could wait. Now that she and Andrew had a mutual understanding already, that was enough for her. She still wanted to have the freedom for herself. She went back inside and slept peacefully.