Confusion Six

I wake up with pain between my legs and I hurt down my thighs. I move my arm and Carlos mumbles my name and I still at it and realize he's awake.

"Are you awake, Carlos?" I tap his arm and he opens his eyes.

"I love you so much. Good morning sunshine" he leans over and kisses me. I swallow and then feel pain in my abdomen and jump up off of the bed and to the bathroom. I throw up the food I had at school right as Carlos comes in and Pat's me in the back.

"That happens after having sex" he reassures me

"Oh god. Carlos....you didn't use a condom." I cry out and my tears flow down my face and cheeks. Later that day he brings me back home for the weekend. I open the door and my aunt comes face to face with me. She has an angry look on her face that tells me she didn't get my text from last night that I had a date with a friend.

"You told me to you had a date but you never told me who!"she shouts at me. I recoil and step inside and she tells me to talk to me about last night.

"Don't be mad Aunty Maria. I had sex with a guy and he loves me" I tell her and she is emotionless until she just bursts.

"You used protection?!"she shouts out

I shake my head no and she goes over to the calendar and marks down last night and circles it and counts the days till my period. I always mark the day down that I have my period

"You have 14 days till your next period. Mark down each day and let me know when you have your period" she says like a mom and I nod and go to my room. I don't understand, he pulled out before he came and I came so we should be fine right?