In your arms

Synopsis:

In his arms I felt the purest form of love. The one that, while I smiled and laughed, I was not allowed to feel. The comfort you gave me when massaging my hair was so soft, it almost felt like it was enveloped by the feathers of an angel.

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How many times have I been silent, while you asked me if everything was okay. Despite feeling a strong plunger in his throat rising every time, he took a deep breath and said it was nothing. Looking at it from this angle, it seems that I was just deceiving you, or that I didn't trust you enough to open up. Okay, I would think that way too. However, look at my side now and maybe understand why I shut up every time.

I look like an ingrate, but I never really wanted to worry you. You who are such a special person to me deserved all the love and joy only. Thinking about seeing him worried about me because of an internal pain was not something I would like to have. When I think about it, I feel like I'm choosing the right, but not… However, that day was not in my best days. Even taking a deep breath and, making a joke, I couldn't hide it. It was my limit and everything came at once ... Ah, those hot and salty tears. Those unlovable weeping expressions and uncontrolled sobs.

How much it hurt me to break up like that in front of you. Show my most fragile and useless side. I'm sorry, my precious person for making you worry like that. I promise to be stronger next time, and who knows not to have to show that expression again… But you know? While I was breaking down into uncontrollable tears, you were not just watching me in disbelief as I thought you would. I soon felt a hug fill me. In his arms I felt the purest form of love. The one that while I was smiling and laughing I was not allowed to feel. The comfort you gave me while massaging my hair was so soft that it almost felt like it was enveloped by the feathers of an angel.

Oh, is it wrong to feel something like this ?! Will I be punished if I admit how good it felt to be enveloped in your warm arms? Maybe it is, and if someone wants to take it away from me, but that warm feeling I will never forget, because that was the moment when I felt most alive.

Thank you my sweet love, even though I never know how much I love you, I still want to remain in the pure bond of your arms forever.