I try to be patient, my heart, I do.
I try to be still and not think about you.
But my darling your magic slips into mine.
No matter my strength, you take up my time.
I used to smile and dream of my hands' content
as they travel your body, your face and your neck.
Today I wear a frown see,
you're all I've been craving;
It is as though my hands and my lips are both
disgusted with waiting.
n.f