I finally made up my mind that it was time for me to go into the light, I mean it's time right? No one on earth likes me or cares about me so I should just waste it. I wanna be with people who will always be there for me when I need them like real friends...
Jin Hyung will be super upset that I died, I already sent him a long ass letter but he might hunt me down before I do anything to myself so I need to hurry this up.
Jeon Jungcoc- I mean Jungkook. I know that you probably won't be reading this but I've always wanted to punch you in the guts. The way you treated me throughout this high school made me feel like I can't live anymore, it was to a point that I almost gave up my body to a complete stranger. Yeah I know I was drunk at the strip club and a random dude wasn't gonna wait for me so got me all naked and fuck what the hell I shouldn't be telling you this shit.
P.S
If you are reading this Jeon then I do gotta say that I'm sorry for entering into your life. I'm sorry for being there and I'm sorry that you had to meet this ugly fat boy, but no matter what I guess that I was lucky to see you smile even tho I wasn't the one to make you smile.
2013.7.8