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I know she will not forgive me so easily, and I also know that I do not deserve her forgiveness so easily, 

I almost break her heart so badly, and to be honest, I never want to do that, 

The way she walked away from me, I felt so bad, she was the one who used to make me smile and her weird actions always made me feel lucky, 

And when she shared her feelings, that was the most beautiful moment of my life, but I ruined everything, 

I fucking waited for her confession, so that I could make it extra pretty, but instead of making it pretty, I destroyed her smile and the moment completely, 

I can not forgive myself for this then how she could forgive me so easily, I did not follow her inside the kitchen, I know she will come out soon, 

I was standing there and just then Neel entered and he was so surprised to see all that petals and all, and I was so stupid that I could not see that she prepared something for Neel,