Chapter 12 (Special Valentine's Day Update!) P1

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Yasuharu's PoV

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The following Chapter part includes a very sad penny

I wake up and look around, just to lay my eyes on Penny getting dressed. I feel my cheeks become hot and my heart thumps against my chest loudly and rapidly. It seems he hasn't noticed I'm awake yet, or he is and likes listening to my heavy breaths as I try to calm myself down.

"You like the view?" I pause as he turns his head to look at me and I freeze, blinking. I watch as he pulls up his trousers and does up his belt. "You just, uh, get dressed while I make you some food. You didn't eat last night." I nod, gulping quietly as he leaves the room silently. I take a moment to gather myself, then get up out of the bed and look down, relieved I didn't have a boner. I walk over to the wardrobe, yawning quietly and pulling on a hoodie and some black jeans. I walk out the room and to the kitchen, glancing over at Penny again.

"Sit down at the table then." He puts a plate of food on the table, and just drinks a glass of milk silently. I nod, sitting down quietly. It takes me about 20 minutes to finish the food, and when I do we walk out of the house and he takes me in his car down to the shops.

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Penyamaran's PoV

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I can feel him getting excited to be out of the house for once, parking in an empty parking lot;which was unusual to see. Usually the town was very busy for parking, even on school days. I get out, walking around the other side to help Yasu out. I feel him grip onto the back of my neck, which makes me shiver as I pull him out. I shut the door, looking down at him as he pulls off and looks around.

We spent about 3 hours at the shops, and had found him a few notebooks to use and some nice pens. He had gotten some new clothes as well, since he didn't have very many at the house. He runs to the car happily and I smile as I watch, walking over slowly with a big in my hands. I walk to the boot of the car and open it, putting the bag in silently, and feel a pain in my back when I turn around and stare in front of me.

I can feel the tears streaming down my cheeks as I feel my anger boil up intensely. I was expecting it, you know that, but it still hurts after all his promises. I turn back to face the car, wiping my eyes and reaching up to close the boot, just barely reaching it. I look over at Yasuharu, and look away when he directs his attention to where I looked.

Damien was, yet again, kissing another person.

I get in the car after Yasu does, slamming the car door shut, which catches Damien's attention. I look at the mirror outside the car, turning it to see Damien and staring as I see him walk over. I can see his expression. He's mad. Very mad. I pause for a moment, gripping the wheel tightly and staring at it as he approaches the door. He opens it, glaring at me.

"Yasu isn't meant to leave the house." I bite my lower lip, feeling both males' gazes on me, and I feel a pain in my chest. "I'll see you at the house. We have to talk. Penyamaran." I freeze, tensing up as I feel my breath being pulled from my lungs when he says my proper name. He moves away, shutting the door and walking back to his new lover. It felt like I sat there for hours, even after he had left after going into a hotel with that new boy.

I finally start up the car, and drive the longest way I could to the house, getting out the car after parking it, getting up and looking up to the front porch. There he was. Yasu walked around to me and gripped my hand, looking up at me with worried eyes. I smile down at him, pulling my hand away and grabbing the bag out of the boot and handing it to Yasuharu. "You go to your room." He nods, making his way to, and inside the house.

I walk to the porch, not looking up, nor acknowledging, Damien. He growls, turning and grabbing my arm, pulling me into his body. I fixate my gaze into his eyes, and scan around them. He's not the least bit guilty. Figures.

"You promised." I say very clearly, my eyes and cheeks stained from tears, my nose a bright red from rubbing it so much.

"Look- I'm sorry- I was just angry about yesterday-" I immediately move away, snarling loudly.

"You don't get to say sorry! You broke your promise, and I told you this was the last time I would let myself love you!" I yell, my lungs stinging as I feel my throat dry up, and my heart beat rapidly. My body quivers and I feel my legs getting weak and my mind going fuzzy.

"You can't blame me! You never want to do anything other than kiss! I didn't choose to be engaged to you!-. . ." He tenses up, realising what he said as he watches my eyes open wide and tears stream down to my collarbone. "Penny-" I step away, shaking my head and rubbing my eyes. He goes to grab my arm gently, but I turn and run as fast, and as far, as I can.