Chris looks at Abby " you knew, why aren't you crying." Abby raised an eyebrow. "I knew what I was getting myself into, I saw the pleasure in Alex's eyes when he hurt me. Alex is a sadist. and just wanted to ,get off. so I knew the consequences if I fell in love with him" Chris sniffs. " th... then. wh...y did you wa...want. him so b...ad."