Chapter 4

When I woke up today it was already past noon . I didn't care that I missed the class . I didn't ate the breakfast and went to the library to do some extra studying . After staying there for about four hours. Now my stomach was growling very badly, still I didn't felt like eating so I just drank a can of energy drink . Then I felt a little bit better. As I was about to leave the library I saw that girl walking inside , as soon as I saw her I hid behind the giant bookshelf. It's not like I'm scared of her I just don't want her to feel that I feel bad for yesterday .Anyway I just wanted to avoid her at all cost.

While I was going back to my dorm , I saw some people were distributing some flyers .So I went up to them and took one. It says that a hacking competition will take place through out the country and the person who wins will get 4 million dollars!. At first I thought that is was fake then after searching I found out that a billionaire is hosting this thing and is working with FBI in search of potentially good hackers for their company.As soon as I found out that it is legit I signed up for that .

I dropped the idea of going to the dorm and instead went the city to have some fun. Then I called Michael , Eric , Justin and Jackson to go a restaurant and have some hotpot and cruise around the city on our skateboards.

They arrived , we ate to our heart contents , roamed around the city forgetting about the sorrows.Then we decided to go to the karaoke . When we were outside the karaoke room we could hear a sweet voice of a girl singing as if she's heartbroken but to my surprise when I opened the door inside I saw Nathan Williams with a bunch of girls singing , eating and having a blast.

"Hey man what's up "I said cheerfully .

But Nathan ignored me and went outside with his friends.

"How on Earth you know that playboy?" Eric questioned me.

"What are you talking about?"I replied.

"Well I've heard that he is the son of our college's chairman. And he's a junior in High School , all he does is to spend times with girls in the morning and go for skating with gangstas after midnight. There's no girl in the whole city whose heart he has not broken." ,said Eric.

" Well I think he's a nice guy, at least he seemed that way when I met him in the park."I said.

"When did you meet him?"

"Well actual-"

"See after midnight right ?"

"Thing is Mark that you are way too naive, you trust everyone way too easily" said Justin.

"Yeah Mark , and what Eric says is true , I've also heard about it" said Jackson.

"Stop it guys , maybe those are all rumors . Well we should stop talking about him and have some fun right ?" in couraged Michael.

"Yeah" everyone replied.

After that we had a blast and went our separate ways .Eric went to his pent house, Justin to his office to finish of his work, Jackson to the tracks to train some more for his upcoming tournament , lastly me and Michael went back to our dorms.When we arrived at our dorm building I saw that same girl standing there. I told Michael to head inside first and I went up to her .

"I just wanted to ask why were you sad , then why all of a sudden you got mad at me?" she asked timidly. Her soothing voice calms me down . But I don't want her to care about me . I don't want to seem weak at least not infornt of her.

"What do you want ?" I said rudely.

"What do you mean?" she asked.

"Let me tell you bitch stop showing your fucking timid face to me and I hate your timid behaviour" after saying that I went to my room without looking back because now I didn't have the courage to look at her.

With tears in my eyes I went to my bed opened my phone , opened the journal and started writing down.

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Hey Journal

Again this stupid boi Mark here who only knows how to hurt people . Surprisingly I've been working hard a lot lately. I signed up for this country wide hacking compitetion I wish to work hard for that. Today was going good I was having a blast but then I heard some shady rumours about Nathan that made me sad I truly thought that he was amazing. And I don,t know why but that girl keep appearing infront of me and keeps messing with me . What will she get after pretending that she cares for me .I just wish that I would stop feeling so bad towards temporary people.

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And from that day onwards I became brutally rude to people around me.