"I HAVE CONFESSION TO MAKE TOO"

Kassim had really gone too deep into the ocean of atrocity.

For three days they were on spiritual

admission in the Church.

Toyin began to prepare Nneka's mind.

"Nneka, if God forgives him, you must also

forgive him. You know we were all once a sinners but God forgave us all. You will forgive him so God can

forgive you and give you a new life."

It was when Nneka said this: "I remembered I had not confessed my abortion to anybody".

The fear of what befell Kassim gripped her.

"Baba I have a confession to make too?"

He tried to excuse those standing by but she told him she don't mind.

She confessed everything evil she have ever

done including her affair with Prophet Ade.

Nneka became filling very light after her confession.

It was like a big rock was excavated out of her heart.

She really wished the trumpet could just sound at that moment. she was so sure of her eternity with Christ.

She reconciled with Kassim but they went through a two week counseling session before she could accept

Kassim back again as her husband.

Not too long, Kassim's father died of stroke. The shock of his son confession he had trigger his blood pressure that it resulted to stroke before he finally died.

His mum followed suit three months later. They left their former Church and they started attending Seed of Faith Church, Baba's Church.

Kassim didn't recover fully but he could move about. He lost his job because of his long absence at work. The whole family load and Kassim's medical expenses were on Nneka.

They didn't resume conjugal activities until after four months due to Kassim's health and left over fear in her.

They found joy in Christ again. This time, it was a genuine encounter with the most high. In Church, no one is allowed to be a bench warmer. You must be in one department or unit in church.

While Nneka joined the choir, Kassim joined the prayer team. They began to pick up gradually both spiritually and financially.

The fear of what Kassim said during his confession resurfaced to torment me. That "he will die childless". She couldn't even pray to God for a child because she felt God has done enough for them. But she

need a child of my own before she approach menopause.

"Is child bearing part of our forgiveness package?

Will God extend his Mercy to this aspect of my life? Nneka though in her heart, she wished God could just answer all these questions.

Not minding Kassim's health, she began to take advantage of every moment to meet with him. Not for

pleasure but for chances of getting pregnant. They tried for several months with the help of fertility drugs

but all to no avail. One year was gone no pregnancy. She erased the thought of conception from her mind

and focused on serving God and building her career. At the time she had completely let go trying, she missed her period for the first time after about twelve years. I became pregnant for the man the devil said will die childless. Satan does not have the final verdict over anyone's life. God of Abraham and Sarah showed up in their lives and their joy knew no bounds.