31. 'her'(?)

Aki finally calmed down and his hands slipped back.

As promised, the prince darted towards the door and was about to run when he noticed the presence of another guard, that made it easy.

The guard was shocked still when he saw the Prince in such a state, he was running, his clothes were dishevelled and even his hair was slightly messy, 'what happened to Prince today?' this thought haunted him so much so that, he forgot to greet him.

Well, he was expecting to see the guests rather than the prince so, he couldn't be blamed fully.

The guard came back to his senses and was about to greet him when the Crown Prince raised his hand to stop him from doing that and said in his usually cold voice, "It's an emergency. Bring an Imperial doctor. Follow order.."

His last line translated to, 'don't ask questions!', the guard followed his order, did a salute and started walking, when the prince shouted, "RUN!"

He reflexively ran away.

After he saw the guard finally run, he went back into the room to stay with the little child, he heard his name was ...Aki...?

….....

Yuki who had run into the bathroom felt the nausea and vertigo at the same time, the pain was so unbearable that psychological tears were coming out of her eyes and saliva from her mouth.

Her legs had turned jelly and she was standing just through sheer will power, finally reaching the toilet she knelt down and let everything inside her stomach out, she vomited till only water came out of her mouth, she was in a sorry state.

The pain itself didn't subside, if anything, the ringing sound inside her head made it such that, she couldn't even hear her own sound of retching.

Her face lost its colour and her eyes seemed to be in a daze, her heart felt like it was being squeezed by a lethal knot and her mind was getting overridden.

Finally, she fainted.

Yuki 'woke' up without knowing who she was and what she was doing in this dark space, all she did was start walking, it seems even her unconscious liked to move forward than wait for someone to come out and help her or clarify everything.

It was indeed dark, but she wasn't obstructed by anything..... without destination, without any idea about her existence, she continued to walk and walk, she was sure that she will get the answers at the end of her journey... and it seems, she was correct...

She saw a light... the words 'explosion' and 'my death' surfaced inside her.... Yuki saw it from the world's perspective... somehow, she thought that it was beautiful.

The scene changed, this time she saw it from the perspective of a young girl with pure silver hair...

She started living her life, she saw her work hard n her sword, she saw her give everything to everything she did, she saw him feel a connection to a certain prince, but from the perspective of an outsider, her life was sad, because she could also she could feel that these choices, these feelings and the ongoings felt forced or more like already predestine...?

Years passed by...

She was humiliated by the world, but she overcame it.

She still persevered a became a legendary presence, but in the end, she was still just a hollow shell, who lived just for the sake of living... without any attachment to anything.... though she didn't say it out loud, she was lonely and didn't want to go forward...

Finally, everything came to an end and this time, she saw herself choose her own death.

She herself felt that feeling of being exploded into nothingness... but in the process, she also heard those words that she couldn't during that time...

Those zergs she killed had actually said a [Thank you for saving us...]

At the very least her death had some meaning....

…..

Yuki woke up with a few tears and a small smile playing in her lips... she had spent a lifetime in that world, but in the real world.... not even five minutes had passed by...

Her eyes were clear this time and held the maturity of 'Snow Ledwig', she was both her and not her at the same time.

She was content with her previous life.

She was probably sucked into some sort of Wormhole like her AI detected in the last moment and got reincarnated as Yuki Winterdale of Agape.

This was a new world and her past was over, she won't delve into the past, nor ask questions...

But she did guess something...

This concept of reincarnation was unknown... why did she remember 'her' past life she wondered, her closest guess was her soul power that was at its peak in that world... and the reason it took so many years to get back her memories was probably that her body was too small to handle the burden of her SSS Physical and Mental strength.

Her whole life in this world also became way clearer and she noticed some discrepancies in the two worlds laws... Like, in her previous world, everyone had a basic strength, even if it was in F-class, but here only nobles and that too only the noble Omegas and Alphas had power.

Yuki felt her surrounding, it's not like her personality changed, both Yuki and Snow were same and at the same time different, she will leave her past and continue her life as the Yuki Winterdale of this world.

It seems her past also didn't affect her much, for a fact, she didn't like other Omegas in her past life, but in this life, she didn't say it but liked the cute Omega brother of hers very much!

As for her powers, or magic was it...? She simply closed her eyes and felt around her inner core...