Chapter 20 - Sinubo Kahit Bawal

Umuwi akong in-love.

Just early this morning, I sucked Teacher Kim and swallowed his cum, twice, at the library. At lunch, he fucked me in his Pleasure Dungeon. Just before my last class for the day, he fingered me in a very public place. Then, the drama started.

Just when I thought everything could be over, it ended with him earnestly saying he has fallen in love with me. Then we did the most passionate sex we've ever had.

No, we made love. We kissed, like time didn't exist. We cuddled after, like we just couldn't get enough of each other. He drove me home like a responsible boyfriend. I kissed him goodbye like a hopeless romantic girlfriend. And now, I lie in my bed, unequivocally, inescapably, inlove with my Teacher Kim. I surrendered.

Dama ko pa ang tamis ng kaniyang mga halik, ang diin at lalim ng kaniyang pangangailangan sa'kin, ang pagibig mula sa naluluha niyang mga tingin, at ang init na bumalot sa'kin whenever he cums and whispers 'I love you, Cece'. He did it for four rounds.

Hindi ko pa nararanasan ang ganitong pakiramdam. Para akong natutunaw na ice cream, lumulutang sa ulap at napapalibutan ng napakaraming paro-paro. Parang mas matingkad ang lahat ng kulay sa paligid ko. Excited ako, kinikilig, naiihi, hindi mapakali at walang tigil sa ngiti.

"Hala, hala, hala, hala siya." Nahuli ako ni kuya Jared sa kwarto na nakasubsub ang ulo sa naglalakihang stuff toys sa kama ko. Bigla akong napabangon at umarteng parang wala siyang nakita. "Anyare sayo?" aniya.

"Wala."

"Anong wala, e, para kang kiti-kiti dyan."

"Fini-feel ko lang 'tong bagong teddy bear na bigay ni dad." Inakap ko ang teddy bear.

Tumalon-upo naman si kuya sa kama, it made the bed bounce a little. "Hindi talaga marunong magmove-on si dad no. Ang tanda-tanda mo na, binibilhan ka pa rin ng stuff toys."

"Inggit ka lang," pagtataray ko kaya't iningudngud niya sa mukha ko ang ulo ng teddy bear.

He sniggered. "Bakit ako maiinggit, e, he promised he'll buy me a car. And you know dad never breaks a promise... Well, except sa promise of forever niya kay mama. But then again, wala namang forever," he ended in a comical cookie monster voice.

But he got me at 'he'll buy me a car', I went a little hysterical. "He'll buy you a car!?! He bought me stuff toy, tapos he promised to buy you a car? I hate dad."

Sumimangot ako pero napaisip din ako. "No! hindi pala ako naniniwala. Hindi naman niya binilhan yung tatlo ng kotse no. You're lying. Why would he buy you car, you're his worst son."

"Precisely the point. Worst son, so he thought I needed a motivation. At saka, he pitched-in sa pagbili ng mga kotse nila kaya sila nagbalik-loob no. Even Japo's first car, dad pitched in," he said proudly.

Hindi pa rin ako naniniwala. "He'll buy you a car? All him? Sure ka?"

"Yup. Basta daw grumaduate ako na walang tres, and I land my first job, he'll buy me a car, at yung kotse na gusto ko," pagyayabang pa niya.

I sniggered. "Nya-Ha!! I bet dad knew he'll make the biggest savings in that promise. True, never nga siya nagbreak ng promise, pero ikaaw!? Ha! Nakakatawa. Eh tres nga lang ata ang alam isulat ng mga professors mo sa report card mo eh. Ha! Ha-ha!"

Dumagan siya sa akin at mahina akong kinurot-kurot. "Ikaw, wala ka talagang kasupo-suporta! Wala kang pagmamahal sa sarili mong kuya. Ha, natuto ka nang magmaldita ngayon ha. Ano! Hindi ka uubra sa'ken."

"Aray! Kuya! Anovey! Stop it! Ay! Sige, sige!"

"Huy!" Bigla kaming napatigil sa kulitan ng pumasok si kuya Jael sa kwarto.

"Dad will buy daw his bumblebee car basta wala siyang tres pagkagraduate," patawa kong sambit nang makawala ako sa pagkakadagan ni kuya Jared, "ehh, hindi nga siya makakagraduate!" humagalpak ako sa tawa.

Tinakpan ni kuya Jared ang buo kong mukha gamit ang dalawa niyang malalapad na kamay. Lumusot ang isa niyang daliri sa bibig ko sa nakakatawa ko, kaya't nakagat ko ito. Umaray siya at tumayo, sumungit ang mukha at bumusangot; natawa lang ako lalo at saglit na segundong napaisip na kamukha ko pala siya kapag bumubusangot.

"Magkakapikunan na naman kayo mamaya. Baba na, dinner's ready," kalmadong sambit ni kuya Jael.

Kuya Jared widened his eyes at me. "Watch and learn, you little monkey. I know how to win. Makikita mo, hindi kita pasasakayin sa bumblebee ko," pagbabanta niya.

Dinilaan ko lang siya at binigyan ng mapangasar na mukha. Bago pa siya makareact ulit, ni-leeg siya ni kuya Jael at pinilit na lumabas na ng kwarto. Pusta ko, silang dalawa naman ang magaasaran.

Naabutan ko ngang nagaasaran na ang apat kong kuya sa dining area. Umupo ako sa spot ko sa dining table at nakitawa sa mga asaran nila sa isa't-isa. Bigla kong naisip si Teacher Kim at napatanong sa sarili ko - how in the world am I gonna tell them about my first boyfriend?

Him, being my teacher, was a problem enough, but he was also twice my age. The only secret I've kept from this four was my porn addiction, I worried that I won't be able to keep Teacher Kim a secret for long.

"Asan pala si Mama?" tanong ko habang kumakain.

"Kasama si Teacher Kim," kaswal na tugon ni kuya Jael. Halos mabilaukan ako sa narinig ko.

"Bakit naman sila magkasama?" natatawa kong sambit, I thought it was a joke.

"Pati pala si mama, nabighani na rin sa angking kagwapuhan ng put -- bwisit na teacher na yun!" sabat naman ni kuya Jared na agad binatukan ni kuya Jako.

"They are having dinner, with dad, and -- " sagot ni kuya Japo na pinutol naman ni kuya Jared, "hinatid ka ng teacher mo dito sa bahay, tapos hindi niya sinabi sayo na kadate niya ang parents natin?"

Nagsimula nang kumabog ang dibdib ko, binalot na ng tanong ang isipan ko pero hindi pa rin ako nagpahalata sa mga kuya ko. "Totoo ba? Wala naman siya sinabi. First time ko sa sasakyan niya no, nahihiya akong kausapin siya," I lied.

I realised, I was getting too good at lying. Hindi naman sila naging mausisa pa na inihatid ako ni Teacher Kim pauwi. Halos hindi ko na malasahan ang dinner ko kakaisip sa dinner ng parents ko at ng unofficial boyfriend ko. Although, kahit papaano, it gave me a teensy bit of peace naman knowing it was a professional dinner at kasama rin daw nila si Principal Moon at tatlo pang teachers.

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The next morning, I woke up as peaceful as the faded blue and silvery-white morning sky. I stood up from bed feeling refreshed and relaxed, as if I slept in a bed of flowers last night. I even smelled flowers when I pranced around the room like a little a girl in the garden.

I checked my phone and butterflies flew out of my chest; my boyfriend had sent three text messages already:

Text #1 - Good morning, my love;

Text #2 - Sending you lots of kisses, for when you wake up;

Text #3 - I can't stop thinking about you. Wake up, my love.

I replied. "So cheesy. But I love it. Good morning! xoxo"

I was startled when my phone vibrated, he called. I answered. "Hello."

"It's not cheesy. I'm just British. Good morning, love."

"Oh, you, sir, is very British, indeed. Quite charming, really," tugon ko na may panggagaya sa accent niya.

"Oh, am I charming now, eh? But you are more, love."

Napangiti na lang ako sa kilig. Nag-umpisa kami sa palitan nang mga nakakakilig na kakornihan, just as we did last night before we slept. I never took Teacher Kim to be a cheesy romantic. Although, I know, he can be like the perfect gentleman; he's got that British manliness in him - refined yet chivalrous.

"What should I call you now, Teacher Kim?" I asked with a tone of innocence.

"Your boyfriend.."

"Are you now?" I was smiling stupidly.

"Oh, I am, little fox. You are my little fox now. You're mine. And may I warn you, I am very possessive."

I bit my lip. "Ooooo. Scary. Sadistic and possessive, fatal combination."

"Sadistic? I don't inflict pain for pleasure, my love," he teased with a seductive sarcasm.

"Oh, now you don't? Hmmm, must be the other guy I had sex with."

"Really? Was he any good?"

"Very. Super. He's an animal, a wild, wild, beast. Cunning as a shark, massive as a wild bear, mischivous like a pack of wolves, and ravenous like a clan of hyenas."

He chortled. "Bloody hell! How do you handle that? So, you fancy being attacked and violated by such, eh?"

"Err, I guess.. I'm a bit of a nutter?"

He laughed. "Doubt so. Not nutter, my love. You are.. delightful. I bet that beastly animal was riveted by your ravishing beauty."

"Yeah, right!" I rolled my eyes, "I gotta go now. I can smell breakfast already."

"We-w-we-wait."

"What?"

"I love you."

Napatigil ako sa paghinga. Parang gusto kong itupi yung katawan ko sa kilig. Nanigas ang panga ko, nagdikit ang mga ngipin ko. "I love you too," bulong ko, pero tila nangibabaw ang tunog ng kilig ko.

"We-w-w-w-we-wait."

"What?"

"I love you again."

Tila ba naririnig ko ang lagpas tenga na ngiti rin ni Teacher Kim. Halos mapunit naman na ang pisngi at labi ko sa ilang milyang layo na inabot ng ngiti at kilig ko. "I love you, boyfriend," tugon ko. Tumayo ako sa pagkakaupo sa kama at naghysterical na ako na walang tunog.

"We-w-w-wai -- "

"Ano ba! This is cheesier than cheese fondue na ha."

"Ok. Ok. Be off now. Pip pip. I, uh, I have to go too, need to punch myself in the gut for behaving like a teenage boy. Chat you again soon, love. I love you. Bye."

It took me awhile to recover from the morning kilig, batid kong mukha akong tanga na ngising-ngisi sa katapat kong salamin habang nakaupo sa inidiro at umiihi.

Pagbaba ko, nadatnan ko si mama na kausap si kuya Japo sa breakfast table namin sa kitchen, habang nagsiksikan naman sa isang upuan ang tatlo ko pang kuya na may pinapanuod na basketball video sa youtube.

"Good morning, Madam Kim," usual na kulit-lambing kong bati sa umaga kapag naabutan ko pa si mama.

Tumungo ako sa kitchen counter kung nasaan ang kape at mga artisan breads na tipikal nang breakfast namin, may nakahanda na rin na nilutong almusal sa lamesa. Lahat sila sa bahay ay caffeine addict maliban sa akin, pero lagi namang may nakahandang hot choco si kuya Japo for me.

"Cecilia, I spoke with your math teacher last night. He told me, you are up and ready for the competition. I'm very proud of you sweetheart," panimula ni mama.

Kahit madalas wala si mama sa bahay, she never fails to let us know how proud of a mother she is of us. Madalas, awkward na nga kasi she has the tendency to be too braggy about it especially with other people. Bilang tugon, ngumiti ako nang nakadiin ang mga labi, tumungo sa lamesa bitbit ang hot choco ko.

Nagpatuloy pa si mama habang maarteng sumubo ng kaniyang gluten-free croissant. "That Teacher Kim is very charming huh, I don't know how you manage to -- "

Naputol si mama sa sinasabi niya nang biglang humagalpak ng tawa ang tatlo kong kuya na nakatutok sa pinapanuod nila sa iPad.

Tumingin kaming tatlo ni mama at kuya Japo at napalingo-lingo na lang kami at napairap sa tawanan ng tatlong bugoy. Napatitig naman si mama si akin, at alam ko na kung ano ang susunod niyang sasabihin.

"Cecilia, you are looking radiant this morning. Did you finally start using the night mask I bought you from Seoul?"

Pinuno ko ng bacon at ham ang bibig ko at sinagot lang siya ng isang ngiti. Alam kong tatalakan na naman niya ako about beauty regimen, mapa-oo o hindi man ang sagot ko. Pero may nadiskubre na akong escape route sa ganitong mga eksena kay mama, ayaw niya na nagiging matakaw ako and she usually does less talak sa akin kapag about food and diet.

"Japo, you should prepare healthier breakfast next time. You are going to make Cece fat if you keep cooking what she wants. Lessen the bacon."

Perfect, si kuya Japo ang tinamaan ng talak ni mama. His expression dulled on me, binigyan ko na lang siya ng makulit na ngisi. Napalingon naman ulit kami sa tatlong bugoy nang magbatukan sila bigla; tipikal nang eksena na pagkatapos nilang magtawanan ay magbabatukan, magtutulakan at magaasaran silang tatlo.

"Did I hear lessen the bacon? That will be the end of the world for you, Peach," komento ni kuya Jako na tumabi sa akin.

"Ma, kahit palamunin pa namin ng isang buong baboy yan si Cece, e, hindi naman yan tumataba. May alaga kayang halimaw yan sa tyan," sabat naman ni kuya Jared. Inirapan ko lang siya, and so did Madam Kim.

"How's your dinner with dad last night ma?" pagchange topic ni kuya Jael.

Nanghintuturo si mama at inilabas niya ang Miranda Priestly niya as she sipped on her coffee. "Excuse me. I did not have dinner with your father last night. It was professional, school related."

Nagtinginan kaming limang magkakapatid. Napansin na kasi namin na since the bonfire night, unusually friendly ang parents namin sa isa't-isa.

"We believe you, mother. We always do... But.. you didn't go home last night, where were you?" pagusisa ni kuya Jako.

We were all curious, it was very unusual of Madam Kim not to let us know where she is when she's not home.

She looked uncomfortable with the question, so as usual, she dodged it. "Jared, have you decided about your apprenticeship at your father's firm next year?"

Natahimik kaming lahat ng ilang segundo at umiwas ng tingin. "Not yet ma. I'm thinking of shifting to international studies next year," sagot ni kuya Jared habang puno ang bibig niya ng hotdog.

"Jacinto Redentor Kim-Menendez," solidong sambit ni mama.

"Oh boy," biglang tayo naman ni kuya Jael bitbit ang breakfast plate niya at kape.

"Did she just full named him?" bulong ni kuya Jako sa akin habang nakatutok siya sa iPad niya, na siyang tinanguan ko nang pagsang-ayon. Tumayo kami nang sabay para tumakas at sumunod din si kuya Japo.

It was always safe to stay clear kapag may sinita si mama ng buong pangalan sa amin. Ibig sabihin wala kaming takas sa talak niya. May kakaibang kapangyarihan si Madam Kim na paniwalain kami sa kung ano mang sasabihin niya, at wala kaming choice kundi sundin ito.

The rest of the morning was rather uneventful. Kahit isang oras natalakan si kuya Jared, hindi naman siya affected. He's got the thickest skull amongst us siblings, siya rin kasi ang pinakamadalas matalakan kaya sanay na sanay na siya.

"Sama ka, Peach?" tanong ni kuya Jael habang pa-cool niyang pinatalbog ang susi ng kotse niya sa kamay niya.

I was reading and relaxing sa second floor den namin malapit sa hagdan. "Where to?"

"Mall. Japo is buying something para daw sa girlfriend niya."

Nagisip ako saglit. "Errr, pass. Homeworks later," alibi ko, kahit tapos ko na lahat ng assignments ko. Ginagawa lang naman kasi nila akong girlfriend shopper, tapos kapag hindi naglululundag sa tuwa yung babae nila, ako sisisihin na kesyo pangit daw yung naisip kong bilhin.

"Right, cool! Oh, Peach! Feed Einstein later ha," utos niya habang pababa na siya ng hagdan.

Si Einstein ang pinakamamahal niyang siberian husky at laging sabay kasi siyang kumain sa welsh corgi ko na si Moochie. May tig-isang aso kaming lima that somehow reflected our personalities, or so what our father said. Si Commander, ang german shepherd ni kuya Japo; si Valentino, ang chow chow ni kuya Jako; at si Junior, ang bulldog na reincarnation ni kuya Jared.

On the rare occcasions that Madam Kim is at home, she usually just sleeps the rest of the day after breakfast. Kuya Jako is the executive chef of an famous fancy fusion cuisine restaurant in the city, kaya kahit weekends may trabaho siya. Si kuya Jared naman, pag wala sa bahay ng weekends, malamang may bagong girlfriend. I knew I would be having lunch alone, so I called my unofficial boyfriend.

"All right, my love?" bati niya.

"Errr, pwede, lessen the endearment? I liked it better when you call me by my name," nahihiya kong hiling.

"Right. Cece, then."

"Thanks."

"So, had lunch yet?"

Alangan ako sa isasagot ko. "Ehhm, not yet. Actually, medyo lonely nga lunch ko eh."

"Would you care for me to solve that? Lunch with me?"

Napakagat labi ako at napangiti ng malapad. "Err, yea, sure."

"Brilliant. Pick you up?"

"No. I'll just see you there na lang."

We met at this Italian restaurant that we had dined-in twice before. I was a little worried because the mall that kuya Jael and kuya Japo went to is in close proximity. But it was unlikely that they would go down this street of restaurants when there are plenty of food choices inside the mall.

I was stupidly too excited so I arrived at the restaurant first. Our previous hangouts and so called 'dates' didn't feel like a real date to me because we weren't sure about the status of our relationship. But this lunch date was a more realistic date, sort of our first, really.

My sex god of a boyfriend came in a couple of minutes later, looking so dashing and dapper. Literally every heads inside the restaurant turned to the man confidently walking towards my direction.

He leaned down and kissed me a little too passionate for public display. "Cece."

Hindi ko mapigilang hindi kiligin sa boses at mga titig niya. Napayuko na lang ako agad.

"Did I keep you waiting?" he asked as he sat opposite me.

"No. Actually, my grab driver just went a little fast and furious papunta dito," natatawa kong sambit. Excited din ata kasi yung grab driver, or natatae, either I supposed.

"That is not safe. I should have picked you up." His eyes, his brows, the crease on his forehead, everything was so romantic. Parang bubulwak na lang ang mga paro-paro sa puso ko.

"No, it's ok. I'm used to public transport."

"I'll pick you up next time."

So commanding. Napangiti na lang ako sabay sa mahinang iling sa ulo.

"Buon giorno. Welcome back sir!" bati ng babaeng waiter na nakatuon lang kay Teacher Kim. Napataas ng bahagya ang kilay ko. Tipikal nang nagiging invisible ako kapag lumalabas kaming dalawa.

"Grazie. Good to be back," matipid na ngumiti lang ang kadate ko.

"Are you ready to take your orders? I'll be happy to take it for you, sir."

We both looked at the menus. "You like the last one I ordered right, love?"

I nodded. Last time kasi, halos yung laman na ng plato niya ang kinain ko. At in fairness din, may pindot ng tagumpay akong naramdaman sa endearment niya, dama ko kasi ang pagkaakit ng waitress sa kadate ko.

"So, she'll have the linquine all'aragosta o all'astice. Err, I'll have the rabbit cacciatore this time. How long will that take?"

"About 20 minutes, sir."

"Fine. For starters, we'll just have again the caprese, th-the insalata caprese, errr, also Mozzarelline fritte. You want some bread?"

I shook my head. "No. The starters are fine."

"Oh, also gambironi diavola. I know you love prawns. Then, we'll have two glasses of lambrusco with the starters. And a bottle of the 2013 Ornellaia L'Eleganza for the main."

"Excellent choice, sir. Our sommelier will be here shortly. Is that all for your food orders?"

"Yes. Thank you."

I can't help but be impressed at how confident he talks. What could be wrong about him? He's too perfect, I thought. Then, I realised he's not, he created a sex dungeon in a high school, he's a flawed monster. I shook my head and smiled at my thoughts.

"A kiss for your thoughts?" he interrupted.

"Huh?"

"What were you thinking?" he asked.

"Huh?"

Natawa na lang siya sa pagkalutang ko. "You're beautiful, Cece."

As expected, nahiya na naman ako. Few minutes later, another girl came back na may bitbit na bote ng wine. Iba ang suot niya kumpara sa unang waiter, she was tall and slim. Hulmang-hulma ang katawan niya at haba ng binti niya sa suot niyang black suit at green velvet stilleto. Dumagdag pa sa pagka-statuette niya ang mahaba niyang buhok na nakaponytail. Papasa siyang runway model o beauty queen, I can't help but feel intimidated by her presence.

"Christopher, lovely to see you again." There was a refined tone in her voice, like she was some high society elite. Her voice matched her face.

"Victoria."

"Excellent choice," she glazed over me, "for the wine, I mean."

"You have a good collection. Always fancy this place, when I want a fine wine."

"Don't I know."

Teacher Kim nodded. Then he glanced over at me, chary. I suspected, they knew each other a little more than just a wine interaction. 'Di ko napigilan mas itaas pa ang kilay ko, nakalimutan ata ni ate na may kasama ang nilalandian niya ng ngiti at tingin.

In a fluid swift and swirl of her hands, she showed Teacher Kim the wine bottle's cork. He glanced at it and nodded, then she put the cork on a small plate in our table. She then poured about an ounce or two of the wine on Teacher Kim's glass, then she stepped back. My date, the debonair that he is, did a two swift swirl of his glass and raised it up to his nose, then he took one big whiff of the wine. I couldn't help but think of the way he sniff and whiff my pussy.

He nodded. "Yes. Thank you."

"I'll be back when the mains are ready."

"Thank you, Victoria."

And then she left. Would be nice if she don't go back at all, I thought. I've never seen her the first two times we went here. And I don't like her already.

"She looked too fancy for a sommelier," komento ko, I wasn't trying pero dinig ko rin ang sungit sa boses ko.

"Uh, no. She's the general manager."

My brows rose, bumilog ang mga mata ko. "Then, why'd -- "

"She does it from time to time."

Yeah, right!

The waiter who took our order came back bringing our appetizers and two glasses of red wines. She poured water on our glasses at the table, and I just saw she batted her lashes at Teacher Kim. I saw his adam's apple moved. Looked like he also knew the waitress a little more than just the order taking interaction.

"If you want anything else, just call me," ani ng waitress. It sounded a little more than what it meant to mean.

"Thank you," said Teacher Kim looking uncomfortable. The waitress left.

"This is a little strange than the first two times we dined in here," I said.

"Huh?"

"Well, the first two, we had a male waiter. So, I guess, I get that. Are you used to it? When girls look at you like they want to eat you?"

Humor masked his face. "Do you look at me like you want to eat me?"

I made face at his silly question. He raised his brows and chuckled. "I don't really think about it," sagot niya.

"But it makes it easy for you to get the girls, right?"

He laughed wryly, his forehead creased. "Wha-what are you talking about?"

"Never mind."

"Love," he protested.

I've always thought of myself not to be a jealous type girlfriend, learning from my mom who was an extremely jealous wife. "Did you know those two, like, outside this restaurant?" I asked nang medyo obvious na ang sungit.

He grinned, like he saw something amusingly funny. "You know, you're massively cute when you're upset. But damn! - when you're jealous."

I was taken aback. Fine, I was jealous, but I wasn't gonna admit to that. "I'm not. Jealous."

He took a sip of his wine, I did too. "You're still not very good at lying, Cece," his grin turned into a breathtaking smile. I melted.

"So, did you fuck them too?"

Now, he was taken aback. "Now, now, Cece. Don't get filthy on me, or I'm gonna smack your cute little bum."

"Really.." Red stilleto on.

I saw him swallowed. With an evocative fluidness with his hand, he grabbed a piece of fried cheese ball and took a bite of it. He did it so that I could see the cheese bursted in his mouth.

His eyes bored into mine, dama ko ang umpisang paninikip ng aking laman. "Yes, Cece. I fucked both of them, together."

I gasped silently, but hard. Akala ko maiinis ako lalo kapag umamin siya, pero tila lalo lang akong nalibugan sa honesty niya.

"Yes, my love. I fucked both of them in this restaurant's kitchen, fucked them in their ice cold storage fridge, fucked them in the cellar, I fucked them, in this... very table. They loved it."

I swallowed dry. Nagumpisa nang pumintig-pintig ang aking hiwa. "In. this. table?"

"Yes, my love," magaan niyang inilipat ang palad niya sa lamesa, "here, this well exact spot."

We were sitting at the exclusive dining booths of the restaurant. Kami lang ang tanging nakaupo sa area na 'to, while the rest were sitting at the tables at the center area. It's in a leveled platform so parang mataas ang posisyon namin. We can see the tables in the center to the glass wall windows on the far end and the road outside. The lights were elegantly dimmed, the booths are separated by large and thick wooden divisions, giving each booths the sense of privacy.

"Both. of them, in this spot?" I asked, timid.

"Yes, Cece. A few times, actually."

I gasped again. "I'm, jealous now."

His amusement transformed to lustful. "Precious. That's the Cece I know. Shy. Very shy."

I continued the shy persona. "Did they.. swallow your cum too?"

His brows arched, amused again.

Who is this girl again?

"No. They didn't. They wanted to."

"Then why not? That's a waste."

"I came inside them, bare."

I gasped hard. I bit my lower lip and sucked on it lightly, then I pouted, shy. I sensed his body tensed, he did that neck massage and twist again.

"Are you hard?" I asked, red stilleto on fire.

He swallowed. "Very."

"Would you care for me to do something about it?"

He looked like he sucked dry air, his lips parted. "Cece."

Furtively, I slid under the table cloth and went in underneath the table. I saw his body moved, like he was startled at what I did.

I felt him tensed even more when I glided my hands up his massive long things. He pushed a little closer to me, the table cloth covered most of his waist down. I reckoned, nagpangalung-baba siya sa lamesa by his movement and change of position.

He was wearing a grey striped wool trousers at ipit na bumakat ang naninigas na niyang ari. Hinimas ko ang kaniyang bakat na kahabaan, sa lambot ng tela ng suot niyang pantalon, damang-dama ko ang tigas nito.

Makalipas ang ilang himas at pisil ko sa ari niya, binuksan ko na ang nagiisang butones ng pantalon niya. He wasn't wearing a belt, at mabilis ko lang naibaba ang zipper niya.

Mas dama ko na ang hulma ng katigasan niya sa suot niyang itim na boxer briefs. Hinimas-himas ko ulit ito, nilaro, pinisil, kiniliti; habang ito'y pumipintig, nasisikipan, mainit-init pa. Batid ko ang pag-galaw ng upper body niya, at panay ang hinga niya ng malalim.

Sunod ay hinila ko na ang garter ng briefs niya at pinalaya na ang galit at gahalimaw niyang alaga. Tinitigan ko ito ng ilang saglit; medyo madilim sa ilalim ng lamesa pero kitang-kitang ko pa rin angking kadakilaan at ganda ng ari ni Teacher Kim.

I just realised, it was as thick as my wrist. It's length was longer than my face. Saka ko lang din napagtanto that he was cut, contrary to western men in porn I watch. With Teacher Kim, hulmang-hulma ang matabang ulo ng kaniyang ari.

Isinubsob ko ang ilong ko sa ilalim ng kahabaan ng kaniyang ari, pababa sa bilugan at gakamatis niyang mga itlog. His balls were completely hairless, it felt smooth in my hand despite of course, the typical wrinkles of its skin. He smelled musky, with hints of citrus but it's dark and heavy, like a midnight ocean breeze and I was standing on a cliff looking at the stars with an underlit forest full of giant sequoias in my background.

Dinilaan ko ng basa ang itlog niya. His legs tensed. The size of his balls were visibly bigger than my mouth, so it was quite efforful for me to lick it all over or even suck it.

I trailed my toungue under his length, swirled it profusely under the curve of his head. His legs tensed again. I licked and kissed every inch of his thickness and his length. It was hot, I felt it in my lips.

I opened my mouth wide to fully accommodate his head. I sucked on it. My head swirling matching my tongue's movements. I heard him whispered my name. Nasasarapan akong nasasarapan din siya sa ginagawa ko. So, I went further, engulfing more of his length. I couldn't go further much, so I matched it with both my hands twirling up and down his length. Mas mapusok na ang pagsubo ko sa ari niya.

"Teacher Kim!"

Napasubsub pa siya lalo sa ilalim ng lamesa sa gulat niya, the table shook a little. Halos mabilaukan naman ako nang mapadiin ang ari niya sa lalamunan ko. I stopped what I was doing but kept his penis inside my mouth, habang may konting kaba na nararamdaman.

"Hey. You're -- "

"Cece's brothers."

Napabiglang hugot ako sa bibig ko. Shit!