29. My world is you

Duncan keep guard patiently stay beside her. It is the first time of his previous and present life seeing Raya miserable feeling right in front of him. If he could back to the past to meet the scum side of him, Duncan really want to beat his past side to the death. Duncan realize that both of them the victims of their parents mistake in the past. But he knows clearly that Raya is the victim of his stupidity and blinded heart.

The woman that should cherish so much get the worst treatment from him, meanwhile woman who have no right get his love and cherish get the best treatment. How blind is he in the past, Duncan know the best about all that. Even just like a nightmare but he is indeed through all that and lose everything. The best love from unwanted and unloved wife of his ended as tragedy that make her and their unborn baby die tragically.

Duncan hold Raya hand tightly and kiss gently back of her hand. Deep in his heart, he prayed deeply and hope every tragedy that happen in their past life will repeat again in this life. He who all his attention to Raya sleeping face, ignore all the situation around him. Not far from him, behind the door-Lily who want to try to break in could not do anything due to Jason keep guard on her tightly.

"Why you not let me in? do you know who is...?" " I know...I know very well, who is he. But it is their problem as a couple. No matter what, Duncan is her husband." Jason cut lily word and try to calm her emotion. He really know best how Lily temperament is. Raya not only her cousin but precious little sister of her.

" What do you know? HUH! Do you know because of that damn wicked woman, he hurt Raya as bad as human could think. He give cold shoulder and treat her as she is nothing since their marriage life. Now you ask me to stay out of this huh!?" Lily venting her anger toward Jason while hold her tears that slowly break Jason heart seeing his lovely one like this.

Jason gently pull Lily into his arms and huh her tightly, even though he could feel Lily keep scolding him about Duncan and about his stupid mistake that rise rumor about his relationship with one of model in his new MV video. Liliy's small hand keep beat Jason over and over ask to break free from his arms. But Jason keep hug her more tightly and not let go, because he knows very well what will happen if he is let go.

"You could angry and beating me all the time to vent your anger. It is better than you hide from me where I could not see you at all." Jason voice trembled. "I know what Duncan do is wrong and I also know what I do also wrong, but I assure you that not ever cross in my life that I will or want to betray you, there is nothing happen between me and that woman. All the rumors are false. So please..." He hold her voice and release Lily slowly while staring to her eyes begging and gently.

" Don't leave me because My world is you. You left me is same with you let me die slowly" Jason touch Lily forehead with his head gently touching her face.

Lily heart moved and she knows very well how sincere Jason words, but she feel insecure if seeing back her family background that so much different. But she knows if she keep stuck with her own thinking, this relationship never go anywhere.

She suddenly rise her head and see through Jason eyes firmly while she cups his face, " I will forgive you this time, but there is no next time. If you could beat every woman who try to approach then I will beat them for you." Jason stare wide ayes and slowly being gentle showing lovely smile to her. Both of them reconcile fastly forget about Duncan and Raya behind them.