Figuring Out Where I Am

I have indeed reincarnated and damn, memories of a baby is a freaking mess that involves getting doted on, listening when people talk and staring at things until it becomes boring and sleeping a lot, like a lot!

Weird enough it seems babies don't really register anything that deemed worthless such as diaper changes, puking on people or forgetting anyone that you didn't see more than two days.

I don't know but it might just be me forgetting traumatic memories...

Most of the memories I viewed from my birthb to until I started walking are murky list of do's and don't do's like not eating your fingers and such which my baby brain just ignored them until it hurt like the time I swallowed a needle in hospital when we went for vaccines, it was terrifying to watch, thank god I was fine.

Honestly apart from language I really didn't need any of this but it saved me from being conscious during birth and the whole breast feeding that my baby brain tagged as food and didn't care about the details to my baby brain it was just a giant ball of "food".

Unfortunately this long movie that's showing my new life is weird and even after I got the control of my body, every thought I have is dampened, I guess hardware of a baby can't run the software of an adult.

That was a weird way to put it but in simpler terms my baby brain wasn't developed enough to handle my adult thought process.

I don't think it ever will but from what I understand I should be able to have more maturity around age 3-4 but I won't be able to have my former maturity until age 15 which is just a guess.

So, in summary I kinda got stuck in my own baby brain and can't control my emotions/ logical decisions and doing stuff I later watch in my head with embarrassment.

So, I am watching my life through this screen that surprisingly has pause and rewind options in case I missed something.

It's rather nice that I can get here whenever I want even after getting the control of my body.

There's not much here the ground is solid rock which doesn't really look that solid and this place is vast so much that I can't see anything in any direction it just goes on and on.

The only two things that I found here is this screen that I use to watch my life and this pedestal thing that's holding something.

It also has some pillars with strange circuit markings surrounding it, it actually looks like pillars made out of motherboards but whenever I try to look at what's on the pedestal my instincts scream at me, like the time I found a particularly large flying cockroach in my home.

Due to this I stopped trying to look directly into the stuff but from what I can observe it's shape is circular and it's color keeps changing, it actually never stopped changing colors.

Maybe it's related to the random power I got but ever changing lights + pillars made of motherboards doesn't really ring any bells, maybe it's a unique power that's suited to me?

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Okay babies has potato hardware when it comes to complicated details, after my third birthday party I was finally able to realize where I am thanks to my mother buying me a hero plushie.

"Rit-chan!, look I got the newest All Might plushie!" She's certainly exited to give me hero merchandise.

"Thank you mom!" Well, I can at least have fun with the toys until it gets embarrassing.

By the way my full name is Fujimaru Ritsuka, I managed to look at myself at a mirror once before they put it away from my reach and I can say that I am baby Gudao as if the name wasn't a give away.

White skin, blue eyes and black hair and I think that GOD made it like this for giggles, maybe my power is Type-moon related.

Let's hope it's not the power of gender bending myself...

By the way my parents look like adult versions of male and female Fujimaru Ritsuka which is rather awkward.

Although the only power/magic that I know that could be summarized as ever changing colors is Kaleidoscope.

How am I going to train it if I indeed possess the Second Magic?

Do I even have magic circuits and how do I activate them? not like there's another magus out in the MHA.

Will I have a quirk and who's going to answer my questions before something shiny gets my attention.

While I was thinking about my not so certain future I was also dragging along my all might plushie around to show him the house, then something draw my attention, something shiny and I happened to like shiny things.

After my little investigation, it turns out it's a card but it's not any other card.

It's a freaking Kaleidoscope Craft Essence card and it has a note on the back.

[Giving you Kaleidoscope was a little error on my part but I will let you keep it and indeed you have magic circuits as well but you will have to do the rest yourself, try not to kill yourself with it.

GOD.]

After I read the note the card exploded into green slimy goo that unfortunately covered me and the poor plushie from head to toe.

I have a feeling that this God character may just be Zelretch in disguise I have to ask him if I managed to get to Type-moon...

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After the great revelation, I started to observe the Kaleidoscope at least the representation of it, after all it's in my soul(Mind?) and I am somehow able to observe inside.

Of course I can't look at it directly yet but I think I am starting to understand how to draw magical energy from it.

It kinda gives me the chills since the only knowledge I am getting from this at this point are in whispers and it's not the clear and understandable whispers.

It's like I am listening a serial killer as he whispers to the phone and it's really disturbing, if Zelretch had to go through this I can totally understand that why he's insane.

I will keep observing it whenever I am free...

"Ritsuka! are you coming? Your mother got grumpy because she lost in Mario Kart I need a new challenger!"

But for now I have to beat my old man at Mario Kart. I am so glad that they have this game here.

"Wait for me Old Man! you're going down today!"

"Hoh you're approaching me? even though you saw what happened to your mother you're still coming to me?"

Too bad my father doesn't know the meme value of that line...

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Another year goes away and my parents decided to send me to pre school, which is just an way for children to play around while parents get to breathe.

I learned that both of my parents are scientists I don't know their exact jobs but Mom has quit her job to look after me.

She finally got back to work which is fine with me but pre school sucks.

There are specific nap times! NAP TIMES!.

No one tells me when to nap... Okay apart from my parents no one tells me when to sleep.

*Cough*

I am getting caught up in this whole being a child stuff but hey at least I am no longer socially awkward.

Getting off topic, I finally managed to learn Kaleidoscope enough to draw some magical energy without exploding anything...

Well, I am fairly sure...

Look I need my circuits awakened I can't have them rust away like Shirou, what's the worst that could happen anyway.

So, here I am in my room looking at this tiny ball of mana that's going to enter my unawakened circuits.

I am just going to insert it in my arm, like circuit network is all over the body it doesn't matter where I do it right?

"Here goes nothing!"

*Boom*

*Crash*

"RITSUKA!"