Thoughts at Night time

*Aurora POV*

Yarning looking at the figure lying in bed front sleeping peacefully with no worried out there. Here is me lying on the uncomfortable couch in the room's corner. With one pillow and a cover upon me, as nowadays it's getting colder at night time.

But oh well, in the same room with this merman guy, as it's so-so…? Good to be true right. Letting the merman lay in bed getting his peaceful sleep. Why did I have to lie to them if I didn't lie, I would have a peaceful life in bed and he would have a peaceful life in another bed in another room?

I lied once, but now the list of lies is going on and on in the list. I mean I'm writing the lies before that I have to think about a wonderful concept for how we met reminds me of How I Met Your Mother? Hope it doesn't turn out that way dam.

What else can I do now nothing well this life is way more peaceful rather than being somewhere where all are just trending me with my life, making me work as a maid forcefully, not even letting me drop my bombs down? Then some sleeping beauty apple, kidnapping the whack stab pushed into the water wow what a princess less lifeless life you got Aurora.

The thing is, I remember being stabbed and pushed off of the cliff, but on my back, there is not even a scar left behind. How that is even possible did the fishtail saved me like giving some kind of medicine.

But the old scars haven't healed at all on my back or my arms, especially on my neck. I still have to tie something around my neck whenever I go out or somewhere.

Lifting my hand as the fingers trace the scar over my neck. I can't even imagine what pain Aurora must have gone through the last moment of her life.

She didn't deserve it, no one does the bodies lying dead in the open field. I still can't forget what I saw in the war. Way scarier than any horror movie out there I have ever watched in my life.

Shaking my head in response to forget the bloody image from my head, as I sign in response it's peaceful here that the thoughts keep on running in my head.

Ah, my cell phone, I'm missing you it's so boring to pass my time without you. Tab tab-tab-tab clicks Broo games; oh I'm missing them all. Texting and everything else, putting on my earphone at night.

Watching the videos scrolling through the cute animal pics', manga, stories, everything. Food god, I want to eat pizza so badly if I make one here the house won't be this colourful rather than black and brown or silver colour ash.

Unconsciously I was my thumbs were scrolling up and tabbing in thin air just making me sign in response as I look up towards my hands lifting it. The fingers are so long even they are so pretty this fingers looks so perfect.

I want to go home; I want to go back home. I don't want to live here no one cares for me, no one likes me just using me for their advantage nothing else or just wants me death. There isn't any knight in shining armour for me just being a honey bee for Zoe. Well, she is a bee plus the queen so she is a honey bee hello honey bee.

"Honey, you are my honey bee come to Daisuke baby my queen bee" I imagine as Zoe ran towards Daisuke with a smile on her face wearing a beautiful yellow grown hair flowing as the winds blow. In the beautiful flower field, butterflies flying around, birds chirping in the sky.

The transparent wings which look like as if its a bee wing, on her back flapping and buzzing along as she ran. Hair flowing as the winds blows raise off the sun falling upon her.

Kevin Zoe's husband stood behind her, hands in front of him folded, looking down at the grass. Waiting for his turn to meet the Female lead as Daisuke pushed him out of the way, just giving him a back kick.

Kevin fell backwards as if he was just a wooden doll. Finally, as Zoe stood in front of Daisuke blinking her eyes bending her head to the side giving him a pout.

"My Oppa," she responded, pouting in response.

"My baby girl" Daisuke whistles, making Zoe giggle as they lean in for a kiss.

Closing my eyes as I kicked my legs in the air and waving my hands dusting away the sweet lovely Dovey image of Daisuke and Zoe which isn't suiting him. Makes me go all cringe, it's ok wherever Zoe is well now I don't even care who she ends up with.

She was the one who got me kidnapped and almost got me killed. Grinding my teeth as I cracking my knuckles as right eye twisted in anger. Well, now and forever I will live here and build my home here away from all those things.

Getting up from the couch removing the cover from me as I wrap it around my shoulder walking towards the window as my feet hit the cold wooden floor sending shiver though me. Standing in front of the window, keeping it closed. I'm not stupid just to open it up and freeze myself to an ice-cream…

Wait for ice-cream I'm missing ice-cream too craving for it, my late-night snacks I'm missing you a lot where you all are. Whatever ice-cream lets think about you later.

Leaning against the wall as I look outside at the empty street, empty with no one around as far as my eyes could reach. As the candle kept on burning inside the glass lighting up the entire street, it decorated the entire town with the things makes it look more beautiful.

Looking up towards the sky as the clouds covered the moon and the stars, as always reading out in the stories it always said the moon is the one who connects the love once even if they are thousands of years apart.

The moon is in what? I have heard something about a dinosaur or something like that I forgot. It's like I'm forgetting lots of things about my life nowadays.

I sign in response thinking how about am I missing something, any part of the story which made Zoe do this to Aurora. I remember Aurora and Zoe were like an unbroken bond, even Aurora was the one to bring back Zoe from the curial Daisuke the Villain of the story as he is still a brat, a handsome brat.

I hate the female lead now, I will expose her. The controversy of exposing the brat. Two face Zoe, frog face I curse you you grow horns, dog tail and long witch nose snakes on your hair.

Rats to eat your dress crunch-crunch at least they will have a wonderful dinner. With that, I can feel my head hurt dude to overthinking. Signing in response as I took a deep breath to calm myself down.

Whatever worst could have happened, at least I survive this disaster for now, but what did Zoe mean by the thing of her, what did I ever took from her? Wait not from me but Aurora, wait we are the same.

Well, I'm still not used to this body till now, I'm a spirit possessed in the body of princess call the priest and do the exorcise so my spirit could go back to my world.

Well, for now, I have to search for some kind of gigantic swimming pool for the merman; the bathtub in the bathroom is way too small for him. Why can't this duckling goes back to sea, it would have been way easier for me?

But it's not that I hate his company of this handsome creature god really if he was, in reality, he would be so popular. Well, even now he is popular in this small town where we go out he never leaves my hand.

Trust me when he is in the bathtub he transforms into his merman self that purple tail with black long nail and fully black eyes. With half of his tail hanging outside of the tub, it's just too pretty. No, I-I don't join but the first time it just happened.

If anyone approaches us especially me, he just growling and glaring at them hiding behind my back scaring the people away, even the children's. Just makes him more attractive and mysterious one, having his fan club. That's why I'm out serving and he is inside the kitchen helping Victor making orders.

This merman guy learned to cook faster than expected, well he is intelligent and I'm Dumb at least I burned nothing but broke many things. Signing in response once again looking behind the sleeping figure in bed unconsciously I walked towards him.

Looking at his face, a smile formed on my face stands of hair in front of his face. Eyes closed, his chest moves up and down as breaths peacefully. Rising my hand pushing the strands of hair away from his face. With that, I made a disgusting face, now I will look like a creepy girl out there being all over the boys.

Signing in response as I turning away, walking towards the couch. Turning back just to see him still sleeping, I don't know why for a second I felt his gaze upon me. As if he was staring at me shaking the feeling away lying down my couch covering myself with the blanket.

Looking up at the wooden ceiling at the different wooden shapes, some forming faces or in circle and circle repeatedly. As my eyes felt heavier and heaver eventually making me asleep.