An Apology

To all the boys that were interested in me.

Im sorry I ain't know how to talk to y'all.

I didn't know how to express myself around y'all.

I didn't give y'all a chance.

I didn't know how.

I didn't consider that guys have feelings too.

I didn't understand that y'all aren't rock hard. Rock solid.

I didnt understand that a little touch or a little kiss would not get me pregnant.

I didn't know these things cuz it was enforced in me from the day I was born that boys are bad.

I was beaten for just being friends with my male classmates that liked me.

And my dad wasn't around to show me the brighter side of men and boys and that they aren't all bad and they not gon get me pregnant.

However, I have grown up and learned.

So I don't know. If you're out there. Try again.

I have peace now.

Im older now. 

I see from a new, more mature perspective.

I'll give you a chance.