MAMA

I just want to let you know that I don't know what love is

I know infatuation.

I know lust.

I don't know love.

Why did you have three children by three different men?

Why did you go to college. Drop out.

Go to college. Drop out.

Accumulate debt and not do anything with the certificate you got?

Why were you living with no goals?

It was like you were on a plane to nowhere.

If you dug a hole for yourself, why weren't you trying to climb out of it?

And then when u were able to get out, you decide to dig two more?

That doesn't make any sense.

I am older now and I understand that mistakes are complicated

I understand that all things happen for a reason

I understand that that is your life and your story and I should not worry about those things

I love you.