Why's It Taking So Long

You should've done it already

Give it up

Let it go

Opened ya legs

Knock, knock

Let somebody in

Are you abstinent?

Maybe.

Celibate?

Don't think so.

Watcha waiting for?

A reason.

A reason to let it go.

I know im 19

I know it's odd

Weird

Unheard of.

In this day and age

Everyone I knew that did it in high school

were in love with their partners

Even if they were young

Why should I be deprived of that luxury just because im older?

There are things you need:

A partner. Not just anybody.

Someone you trust. Like or love. Someone you're comfortable with. Love being around. Someone who understands you and wants to understand and respect your body.

One of my best friends was alone at home a lot with her first love.

My other best friend went to her partners house. He is her first love.

Never had a place. Had a small 2 bedroom apartment and my sisters and I shared a room.

Everything happens when it's supposed to happen

Everything always falls perfectly into place the way it should

Don't rush.

You need a place.