High school, the place where lots of young people finding their love. They easily talking to each other and starting to having a feeling to each other. They called it love. Then the question is, what is love? Can you get love just like that?
These days people like to say that "I'm in love with her or him." so easy. But do they really feel the love? Can they express it with the person they love? They usually express their feelings such as "Can you go out with me?" or "Do you want to be my girlfriend or boyfriend?" and etc. But the answer themselves are various, such as "I like you too, okay then." or "I'm sorry i like someone else." or even "Sorry i hate you.". People call it express their love to others. But is it really like that?
Of course not, that's all bullshit. People have been calling themselves that their in love but they only looking for their appearence. And the other? They only saying bullshit that they will love him or her forever and not gonna cheat on them. But the reality? Lots of them break up their relationship before even a month. Why? They only care about their partner's feeling but they don't understand them.
In this world, there are a "good person" they say. But what is the meaning of that? If a"good person" can hurt you even more than "bad person", then what is the meaning of "good person"? The answer is no other than good person is the same as bad person or even worse.
Other than love, they also have the word "friend". Friend? It's a term for someone close to us. Then what is boyfriend or girlfriend? Even more closer? But in what aspect? Love? Time? Feeling?
Have you felt that all of that is nonsense, friends and other?
Do you know what is feeling then?
I feel that it's all nonsense. The only reality in this world is to live until you die. But before they die, they want to do something. But then the question is, how do you live in this world?
A lot of people say that you need friend to live, you need to love to live, you need family to live, you need money to live. All of that stuff? For real? We need to depend on that kind of stuff?
For me to live in this world, you only need to follow the rules that "stuff" has arranged for us.
But actually there is one thing that interests me in this life. And that is a win, winning everything i do. I have never lost any competition i have taken part in since i was in grade 4. I won everything, that's what makes me hated by others. I have never given others the chance to win. Even though that was enough, i still kept trying to win again.
My parents say that my ability is a curse. They themselves are also genius and rich, so it's only natural that i have that curse too. Do i regret having this ability? Not really, as long as i'm happy with what i'm doing, i will do it.