While We Can See

Again it's morning. Every day is the same day. Have a breakfast, take a bath, prepare myself, and went to school.

The sun light hit my skin. It's a clear day today and also windy. A windy morning, one of the best weather in earth. I hope every morning weather is like today.

I tighten my tie and fix my hair. Then i use my perfume. Every day i always do this. I can say that it's my habit. I really like to use perfume because i like apple. Weird reason i think but still it's a reason.

I hear people greet others "Morning." like they already are a good friend. They just met like two days ago and they can already flirt like that? What in the world is that.

Suddenly i feel someone pat my back.

"Morning Haru."

It turns out to be my senior, the monster. "Ah, morning Ceh Asane. You've scared me."

She smiled like that was nothing. "Oh really? I though that you know that if someone is in your back."

Really? Did she think i'm a magician? "Haha, don't joke." I fake my smile and laugh.

"You know it's uncool to fake it. It's better if you didn't laugh and smile at all." She pouted.

"Eh, sorry. I don't know how to respond to that one." Really, she is a monster. I can't fool her with my fake laugh and smile. Usually people think that i do laugh and smile but in reality it just a bluff. "By the way, why did you walk alone? Don't you have a friend?" I said that with flat tone. Actually that word is kinda hurting me too, ironicly.

"I think you didn't deserve to say that to me. How about you?"

Yep definetly. "Ah. it's only two days, i don't need to rush to make a friend right?"

"Hah you probably right."

We keep talking until we reach my classroom.

"Okay, this is my class ceh. See you at club room."

"Yeah, see you."

She is kind, smart, beautiful. Everyone loves her. But no one can be her friend, because they think that they are not worthy to become her friend.

"Eh look, number one in grade 10 talking to Princess."

"Are they dating?"

"Eh for real?"

Ah, i hate those kind of words. But i shouldn't talk to them or something. It's just a waste of time. I don't think that Ceh Asane wanted to date someone, especially someone like me. No one will ever fall in love with me and i will never fall in love with any one.

"No we aren't. We are just in the same club. Right?" the girl talked to them with a smile.

I just nodded without saying a word to them. Besides i don't think they'll understand either.

"By the way Haruse, do you have time after school?"

Ah, invitation. "Yeah i have some time." I have a bad feeling about this one. "You need something Ceh?"

She then walked away from my classroom and turn around. "Can you meet me at the Sera Bakery?"

Hmm, bakery huh. A weird place to meet really. "Alright." I replied her with my fake smile. I don't know what she wants but i don't really care about it. And i don't know what she talking about.

Time fly away. It's already 4 P.M and school is over. It's really boring because it's really easy. I don't know if i should study at my dorm later. But at least it fill my time. Rather than talking to other.

I looked out the window and saw the orange sky. It's sad that every day, not just that but every single second is a past. 'You can't undo what has been done' I really hate it, i hope that time can stop and let me sleep in the dark with no one can wake me up. And when i want to wake up, the beautiful sun will rise and i will drink milk and watch the sun began to rise.

I really hate my past. But past is past, now we got to live the current.

I finally arrived at the bakery after searching for it for almost 20 minutes. It's pretty far from the dorm, but it's near the school entrance. But i didn't notice it when the first day i came here.

I turned on my cellphone and checked what time it is now. It shows 4.37 P.M already. I didn't even change my clothes yet but here i am waiting for my senior.

"Here, come inside." the girl waved to me.

She still wore the school uniform too, it seemed like she didn't want to waste time and came straight here. And my choice seems to be right.

I walked inside the bakery and joined her. "Excuse me. Sorry for waiting"

"Sorry for calling you today. I need to talk about something." She then put on a serious face. "Saturday 515."

"Huh?"

I don't have any idea what is she talking about. From hearing that word, i tried to find out what is the meaning. 'Saturday' and '515' i have no idea at all for now.

"It's okay. I'm just testing." her face looks disappointed.

I think i missed something here, but i don't know what it is. I tried to think again what that meant but I still didn't know what it was. "Haha, okay. So what's up now?" I tried to distract to the main topic because i know that's not what she wants to talk about today.

"Ah yeah, so today i want to talk about how you gonna recruit two more new member to the club?" she started to use her serious face.

"Well, this method is gonna be work, but if you don't mind..."

"What is it?"

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After spending an hour talking with Ceh Asane, Haruse went back to the dorm after waving her good bye.

That's rare for me to do that because i don't have someone to wave for before. It feels like weird for someone like me waving to other. Besides, i'm just her junior not her friend.

Haruse throw his bag to the table and jumped to his bed. "I hope i can sleep 24 hours per day." then he began to close his eyes.