August, 16 2020

I am still longing for you,

My days are getting hard, day by day, dady.

It's hard even just to breathe, it's hard to get to sleep without crying, it's hard even to say my last name cause I know I will always find u on it.

I will always find u in this entire house, you are not stayed here but this whole memories is yours.

And so am I, I am yours

How's it feels like living your day without seeing me dad

Cause here I am dying everytime I see your pict

Is it feels right having your sleep at night?

I have to fight my self trying to forget u so perhaps I could fall asleep at night and

I did that everynight

What about the food? is it delicious? Is it good having ur meal without us sitting next to you?

You know what, seeing mommy serving mugs of coffee to some guests is more than enough to tear me apart, cause I used to made it just for you

And still, I am longing for you