Zeke sacrificed all his poor brain cells just to make sense of his current predicament, but only to find himself getting both his heart and dignity as a man crushed over and over again.
"Drop dead, you sad pathetic waste of space with an IQ of five! Shave your hairs off! Wish that you were never born! You're a dead weight! Eat ****...!"
And the rest - Zeke had to censor them for his own sanity.
They pierced him like knives, gave him a good stabbing, and even made him brood over his true purpose for living. Even though he already had a hunch that it couldn't be Eli, especially with that vulgar wording and puerile vocabulary, he still couldn't help but be affected to this degree. It didn't even take a while for him to break down - mentally and emotionally. He's almost close to tears at this point, but even then, he just tried to divert his attention to something more crucial than being showered with swear words.