Self Reflection

Tsk, what a cautious man, he is. I was quite sure he will lose his composure at the sight of that weird plant. Who could have thought, he would be cautious until the end. Let's not forget how shamelessly he ran away and left such hideous words behind.

Hmph, what a great choice he made. I should try it sometimes like that too. Runaway a leave some beautiful sentence behind. I am sure my opponent will love it to death.

Anyway, when I think back, my decision was quite stupid. I was already out of Qi, and the amount of my poison is limited. I used up quite a lot of my poison in my fight with the archer, so the last few shots exhausted all my remaining poison in my gland.

Honestly, I can't understand myself anymore. I wasn't like this in my previous life. I used to be calm and coolheaded all the time. I was always rational. Let's not forget how I love making fun of everything.

But my previous action is illogical. Is so illogical so much that I want to bash my head in the wall. How could I attack him when I am in a dire situation myself. No qi, no wings and almost out of poison.

How stupid, stupid, stupid!!! How could I count on something, something called LUCK!!! Luck is the best thing in the world but also the most unreliable one. Unless I am the beloved child of Goddess of Luck, how could I rely on it?

This world, no this body or both? They are changing me. Now, that I think about it, wasn't I relying on my instinct quite often in the past years?

Well, in critical situations it's the best partner I could ever ask for, but in others, it's not. I am a scientist, and I should believe only in facts. The six sense is the last thing I should count on.

Kekeke. I am really turning into a beast. I used to be human, but the longer I am staying in this world/body the more are my actions turning illogical.

Kekeke. That is bad, very bad. I am a demon with a human soul. Maybe, not a human soul but a demon who has his previous life's memories.

Kekeke looks like I am not sure anymore with everything. My actions, my body, my behaviour. When I think about it now, I have never thought about it.

Why am I alive, why am I here, why am I a snake, why, why, WHY!!!

Kekeke looks like this world/body is affecting me too much. So much that I am turning completely mad. No not mad, but my mind is currently being affected by a Heart Demon. Kekeke, a Heart Demon, almost made me think that I am mad.

I should enter a seclusion. Seclusion, where I can take care of my Heart Demon. But who knows if this is my one and only Heart Demon. Entering a seclusion will help me clear my mind, and maybe I will make a breakthrough.

Anyway, following the middle-aged man would be another stupid decision. Giving up on him and on that unknown plant is heart wreaking, but I need to give up on this one.

And with his head down Du Liang went away so that he can find a safe place. A safe place, where he can take care of his Heart Demon and cultivation progress.