Dark thoughts

Alexander was taking a cold shower but he still couldn't calm down, he knew that he was messed up in his head!

He had purposely chosen Julian as his bodyguard and had also tried his best to not let Julian find out that he is Xander, because he still regrets pushing Julian away.

Honestly, he was shocked to know that Julian wasn't a girl, but he still felt his heart beat excessively for him.

Even though he wanted to meet Julian and apologies to him, he couldn't find him after that incident. It was like Julian did not exist at all.

So, when he finally found Julian, he was over the moon.

After they had become adults, Julian was still really beautiful, he could be easily mistaken as a woman, his silver hair and eyes made him looked even more beautiful, he no longer looked shy or timid but looked cold and aloof.

Alexander was so happy to get a chance to see him again. He began to plan in his head about how to make sure Julian will not leave him for anyone else.

He knows that the actions he had done to Julian when he was a bodyguard was bad but he couldn't help it!

He blushed when he remembers how they both had gone to hot spring and while he was trying his best to find ways to touch Julian. Okay he admits he is a pervert! But he really can't help it!

He saw Julian's bare chest and abbs, although Julian didn't had a very macho body but his lean body was still super hot!

"Julian, come sit here, I will wash your back for you!"said Alexander

Julian looked at Alexander with suspicion but still followed his orders.

Alexander was happy and at the same time, he was on the verge of nose bleeding.

He carefully rubbed Julian's back.

Alexander asked Julian if he wanted to drink alcohol, Julian took the offer and drink it.

But who would have known that Julian would immediately become drunk with just a small sip of alcohol.

Julian face was pink and he looked at Alexander and began to complain!

"Boss, you are overworking your employee, you are also very two faced! I wonder what did your fans see in you?"complaint Julian

"Maybe because I'm handsome! And very dreamy in bed."said Alexander shamelessly

The drunk Julian rolled his eyes

Julian felt like beating his boss up, but then he slipped and pushed his boss into the hot spring.

Julian felt someone kissing him like crazy.

Alexander began to devour Julian's lips and Alexander's hands began to explore his body!

Alexander still remembers that day, but then Julian was heartless to not even remember about it! He was expecting Julian to remember about it, so that they could change their relationship status, he wanted to really do the deed, but he couldn't, especially in Julian's drunk state, but after that incident he was still responsible for making Julian drunk for his wicked.....

Alexander comes out from the shower and saw that Julian was waiting for him.

Julian had worn a simple red dress.