Forget it

"Teeeet ....Teeeet ... Teeet ..."

The sound of the bell indicates the second recess, the noise disturbs my reverie. according to the agreement I had to go to the rear cafeteria to meet with the boy.

"Wooii ... Anjani! Why spacing out! Do you want to buy snacks? Come on, we go to theback canteen, we eat meatballs there ... "

Suddenly Putri , my classmate surprised me, she patted my shoulder and then she invited me to snack at the mother's canteen.

"Gosh ...! Ami's mother canteen, which means in the back canteen, the canteen where I promised to meet with that man ... I didn't even realize that these eyes were bulging, it felt tightness and hot breath, was all this a coincidence or luck? for me ...

I don't know what will happen to me today ... I really don't understand.

"Come on Anjani, I'll hold your hand ..!"

Why do you always keep quiet for a long time.

my arm was pulled by my friend Putri, and in her guidance I walked towards the rear canteen.

I am really confused why this self became like this.

I want to confide in Putri about what is in my heart now, but I am ashamed ... and truly ashamed ..

A few steps to the canteen my eyes have been fixed to see the man .. there he stood waiting for me .... he gave me a smile then he walked over to me ....

"Hi Anjani, thank you, you have come to look for me, I think you are still angry with me .. Hhhmmmm ok, now I treat you, drink ice and eat meatballs ... so we have time to talk ... so that it's not too rigid about the atmosphere and time ... hehehehe ..."

I can only be silent, these eyes can only see and listen to his voice, the invitation and the question he threw at me, I can only reply with my eyes, because this tongue is dead and my voice feels lost somewhere.

At first I had prepared word for word, prepared question after question if I met him, but all was lost instantly. Everything disappears and disappears, all that remains is the expression on my face and the look in my eyes at him ...

I did not make a sound and say a word to him, could only see his face and see all his behavior.

"Weeeeiizzz bro! You used to eat with girls now ...!Hahahahaha .... recently I saw you eating with a girl! usually you run away and hide in the toilet hahahahahaha...!"

Surprised I heard a joke from a TL5 child friend, he just said this time ... that means he's eating for the first time this time ... Is it right ? Is that just a joke among friends ... It feels like this mouth is asking about the truth of what its friend said, but I still can't ... my tongue still feels numb.

"Eeeiit already bro! Don't make my fame go down ... I'm trying again this ha ha ha ha Even though it's the first one but I don't play, it's not like you are always changing ... ha ha ha ha ha !"

He also answered a joke raised by his friend.

The more uncertain this feeling of heart to hear jokes for their jokes, I can only be quiet watching my meatball bowl and focus on eating, I do not want to see their faces, I leave now enough I listen to their own ravings, because even my tongue can not say anything what, and this self doesn't even understand what to say.

"Anjani, let's go back, let's go back to class."

The Putri approached me and invited me to return to class. I also stood up and tidied my clothes because I wanted to return to class immediately.

"Anjani"

He held my hand as if he still wanted me to accompany him.

"If I may ... I will take you home later, there is still much I want to talk to you about"

"You want me to take you home ?"

With his eyes he hoped I would go home with him ...

"Sorry you can't and thank you for the gift!"

Quite firmly and quickly I answered his question, and I refused his request. Then I will go and l it in the canteen ... When these footsteps leave, I don't want to remember anymore, I'm trying to be able to forget all this. Because for me, it's not time yet, I don't want to be like this.

"Anjani ... is that your girlfriend? "

aaaaaah .. so cool you got the student council president! there are many who look for phone numbers eeeehhh don't know that girl my friend hahahahaha ... I salute you there!

This heart was struck by lightning, heard the Princess's babble, it turns out the princess knew the TL5 child, and knew all about it. apparently only I did not know who the TL5 child was.

Means the princess also knows the name of the child TL5. For a moment I was silent and my steps stopped

I want to ask everything Curiosity in this heart certainly Princess can answer everything.

"Yeee ... who else is that girl ... that child that I borrowed my hat ... at the ceremony yesterday.

and now he treats me, he says as thanks, that's all ... nothing more or less! Watch out, yee ... to spread rumors that don't or don't ... I'll kill you for 1 year!

I answered Putri's joke towards me about TL5 children I was upset with the notes because I did not accept being told by the girl from TL5's child.

"Ouch ... hahahhaahahah Anjani ..... you really are too innocent!

"He is the head of the OSIS Vocational School, ho lo e lose his hat ... and if he misses his hat, why doesn't he borrow his friend or borrow at the office why does he have to borrow a hat with you ...Waaah ... Anjani ... that means Antoni likes you! don't be someone who looks stupid ... I'm dizzy with you .... "hahahahahahaaha ...

This silence hears all the words that come out of the Princess's mouth. Not feeling insulted, but indeed there is a feeling of pride in this heart, about what the Princess said. Really Antoni likes me?

Does borrowing and borrowing my hat turn out to be a fishing line for me ...? and he knows my name, my telephone number ...aaaaaahhhhh ... I close these eyes and try to get rid of all this.

I tried it myself for the umpteenth time.nlI have to forget all this ..

Must ... !!!

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