Mama

I want to go home..

I stepped my foot back aimlessly, do I have to go anywhere ... and what should I do! I really miss Mama, I want to be hugged by Mama, I want to go home to see Mama ... My mind flew back to mama.

What are you doing there, do you miss me ?

Mama ... I'm sorry, ma ...Without realizing it turned out that my tears were dripping along this trip. But I have to learn to look forward, I have to throw away all my past .. I must rise from my own mistakes.

Try not to regret what I want now.

I did not expect, it was late afternoon, my stomach began to feel hungry. I looked around, looking for cheap restaurants. because I have to share my money for my other needs.

"I have to find a job ... and find a place to live, because tomorrow I have to go to school".

I pushed myself so I could go through all this.

"Good afternoon ... Do you want to eat here or wrap it up, Mis?" This restaurant waiter greets me.

"Eat here, sis ... just use rendang, sis ... drink fresh ice tea, sis ..." Smiling I returned the waiter and ordered food.

I will soon find a seat close to the fan. because during the trip, the sun is very hot today. Suddenly! he sat in front of me! It surprised me and almost screamed ..

"YOU ... !!! what are you doing here, why are you still stalking me ...! You are crazy..! Go! "

I feel like throwing it with a tissue box on this table.

I really do not understand, what's in his brain so he did something stupid like this again.

"Anjani, I already told you, I will take care of you! It's okay if you refuse me, just say I'm not there ... but what's important to me ... I have to be near you ... ok. .hehehehe ...! "

With his casual and ignorant style, he tells me ...

It's like, if I don't realize this in a restaurant and my stomach doesn't rumble, I'm really leaving here leaving this stalker stupid look.

"Huh ... it's hard to handle CRAZY people like you!" With an annoyed tone I said to him.

"Yes, that's me ... A crazy person like me, can only be cured with you Anjaniii .... right ... hehehe!"

He said spoiled without feeling guilty and smirking in front of me made me want to throw the spoon on the table to his face. finally food comes, I can only feel victorious by myself, so that I can eat with Rilexs, in my mind there is only one purpose that after eating this I have to find a place to live for me.

I don't care at all ... I never care, he already has everything he has ... why does he have to be with me.

Suddenly his cellphone rang.

"Kriiing ... kriing ... kriiing ..."

"Sir ... just come here, I'm now at the Padang restaurant, next to BRI Bank Petamburan sir ... I'm waiting here, yes sir ... thanks"

He talked to a man on the phone, there was fear when I heard his conversation, because for a moment I suspected he was talking to my father.

But ..... how can you communicate with him?

Because Oman called me back home? aware of this I turned off my cellphone, because I did not want them to call me many times. I plan to change my telephone number.

But ... I'm worried, if you want to call me later, what will you do ...? Without further ado, I will eat my food.

The taste of this food is tasteless in my mouth, maybe because my mind is chaotic and feels bad from eating while looking at his face in front of me.

"You ... I want to eat you too ... yes, because you look so scary looking at me!"

"What you eat is rice ... but instead you think I'm the one you ate ...?! I got scared, you know ...! hahahahahahahaha!"

With an innocent face and a joking tone he can usually mock me.

"Yes, actually, I want to eat you alive! Because I really hate staring at your face!"

I responded with emotion and annoyance.

"Sorry, how much is all done .."

I finished my lunch, and I want to pay for everything I ate before.

"Sorry, miss, this person paid you early ..."

I was surprised to hear the cashier's words.

I also asked myself, when he was paying, because I had seen him just sitting in front of me. I feel more stressed, and very annoying.

"Hey ... you forget that! Don't ask again, when will I pay for your food hahahahaha ..."

"I really like it ..."

He said arrogantly in front of me. But it was true that the words he said, that was indeed my question.

"Anjani, come with me now .."

he casually pulled my hand to always go with him.

Want this hand to punch his face and break away from him, but my heart refuses ..I cannot deny that I also want to be with him all the time.

"Come on, like I said this morning, today I want to invite you to skip school ..."

he pinched my cheek, he said to tell me to get in his car, he surprised me with all this, it turns out the person he called earlier, who I thought he was calling is my father, it turns out the driver. and even crazier, I think the person who drove this car was his father, it was all wrong. He sent his driver home because he just wanted to go alone with me, stay with me. and he is the navigator.

"Come on, don't look at me, I'm handsome, but the look of your eyes makes me die quickly! Heheheehe ...!"

This kid really pisses me off, so sure he says I'm staring at him. Although it feels like I want to hit him using his cellphone near me.

"Anjani, just calm down, I want to take you to the place you like, today I want to make you happy ... but if you don't like to say it, so I can change places as soon as possible"

I could only stare and hear her babble, because I myself didn't know where she was taking me.

Along the way I no longer knew what he was talking about, because my head felt heavy and very sleepy.

Maybe it's because I eat so much that my stomach is full and sleepiness comes ...

I just felt his arms around me to lean on his shoulder.

He gave his shoulder as a basis for my head.

I felt very comfortable and the fragrance that came out of her body smelled of soft perfume, which really made me fall asleep deeply.

"Anjani ... let's wake up ... wake Anjani"

Realizing me from my sleep, he woke me up by patting my cheek.

"Eeh .. where is this, what time is it ..."

I also asked him, because I felt very sound asleep. I didn't know where this was, but I saw it was a very good place. This car stopped right at the corner where I could see the vast tea garden and the sun that was starting to set,

At the end of the road I saw a traveling coffee and tea trader. There are also sellers of corn and grilled uli.

It feels like this place is above. I felt he really knew all about me. So you can take me to a place I like this ...

I see his face again ... I want to hug him and kiss his cheek, as a sign of my gratitude, he really made me happy today.

"I'm sure you will like this place"

Because I often assume that you and I have the same tastes, sometimes I fall apart when I go here too, only this place can make me calm down and think again, about my dreams and plans. Live only once Anjani, don't let go of your dreams ...! "

He said to me, holding my hand, with his words he really wanted me to let go of my problems, so he took me to a place like this.

"Come on down ... we can sit in the car while eating roasted corn ... do you want Anjani?"

He told me to get out of the car and invite me to watch the sunset from the top of his car.

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