Papa ...
Finally Antoni invited me to go to the Mall, buy me clothes and all my needs.
I can only be silent to see everything that was done by Antoni to me.
I promised in my heart, that this will all be returned with my money, the money from my labors, let this be my first Hut to him, because like it or not, I really need these items all.
"Anjani, let's eat first, since my stomach has been rumbling ..." Antoni said to me
I saw Antoni's face looked pale, maybe it was true he was starving. Because after school we only eat snacks and drinks. Because I was tired of walking around the Mall, I felt my stomach ring a dozen times.
Suddenly I was surprised, my eyes seemed familiar to see the figure of a man who was sitting around affectionately at the end of the room.
"Gosh ... God, that's daddy! I told myself.
I want to throw plates or splash them using hot tea water. This chest feeling is full of anger and hate, I want to go to them and I pull Daddy home ... or I call mama, so mama come here soon.
I was silent sitting in the front row bench, while occasionally I glanced at daddy. I feel a great shame on the Antoni family. Until death Antoni's father still loved his wife. but my daddy ...
Daddy busy struggling to replace a partner, I wonder what actually is on my mind. What is mama's fault so daddy became like this.
"Anjani, why? Do you blush like a person who wants to get angry? What's wrong Anjani?"
Antoni also asked me, and I became confused to answer it. in my heart this feeling is very angry but makes me embarrassed in front of Antoni.
I was confused whether I should tell Antoni. About what really happened in this place. but these eyes take too long to heat up and burn with emotion. It feels dark in my eyes and soul ... I can't wait anymore to hold all this. Finally...
I stood up and walked over to them. Papa seeing me and dad surprised ...
"A ... Anjani ..! What do you want to come here?"
asked the father who was stumbling brick due to my arrival
"Wow ... that's so awesome! I think Daddy has come home from work earlier, because office hours come home from 4.30. why is daddy now what are you doing here ... and who is this woman!"
I asked my father loudly.
"Hi ... I'm Mala, your daddy's friend, nice to meet you ..." With her confidence she spoke to introduce herself to me. stretched out his hand before me
"Plaak ..." I put his hand in front of me. while I say to her.
"How long have you known my father and what have you got from my father!"
Suddenly daddy stood up and said to me ..
"Anjani ..! Your words really don't know manners ...! Papa yelled at me too.
"Papa! What is your fault with my dad, so you do this to my mom ...! For the sake of this woman daddy left to leave mom and me!"
It feels like my mouth is getting out of control and I admit I hate dad and that bitch even more.
I no longer care about Antoni who is beside me.
He pulled me and tried to make me calm against to daddy.
"Anjani Patience ... we better sit down and calm down, then we will be kicked out by security guards ..."
Antoni told me and told me to be quiet and calm.
"Antoni ... There was no quiet word for me before I tore the face of this bitch to shreds .... !!!
I said with emotion, it felt like my hand really wanted to reach her face and wanted to ruin it.
"Plaak ...!" Papa's hand quickly, slapping my right cheek.
"Sir ... !! don't blame Anjani. She should be defended instead of continuing to be hurt! What kind of father are you?"
Antoni finally said loudly to daddy. because he saw me slapped by daddy.
"Hey ... boy! What do you have to do with my child! I'm her daddy! I have the right to punish him if he is guilty. not you ... rascal!"
Papa encourages Antoni who tried to block him.
"I'm Antoni sir! I'll take Anjani and Aunt quickly if you are like this.
I did not expect ... if I have to be able to respect the father who behaves like this. With style like a knight Antoni said to daddy.
There is my admiration for him. because I never thought he would do this to me and mom.
"What do you mean, you rascal ...! I want to slap your sassy mouth on your parents ...!"
Papa pulls Antoni's clothes and says loudly in front of Antoni.
"Sir ... I love Anjani. And I promise I will marry her. I promise I will make her happy. Tonight, I will drive Anjani to pick up her mother. so you don't need to worry about thinking about them anymore ... Please take off my clothes, and I will leave you, here."
Antoni holds Papa's hand, asking him to take off the clothes that Papa had pulled.
"Don't expect you'll get my blessing ... hahahahaha ... Rancid boy ...!
Papa takes off Antoni's clothes and pushes his body until he falls back. surprised myself and shouted at papa.
"Papa ..! From this moment I swear! I will hate you for the rest of my life ..!"
With tears of hatred trickling down my cheeks, I said to daddy. and hope this is the last time. Antoni took my hand and invited me to leave the place. I saw the security guards running to the place where Papa and I were making a fuss earlier. I don't know what to say to Antoni.
I am ashamed and afraid, I am ashamed if my father is compared to his father Antoni. and I'm afraid if I receive karma due to my father's actions. I walked while crying, really feeling in the soul is very very makes me want to run away leaving all these people.
"Anjani, we will immediately pick up your mama, and don't tell this incident to your mama. it's enough to be a secret between the two of us ... ok! "
I can only be amazed to hear the words that come out of Antoni's mouth. because it never occurred to me that he would take such an attitude quickly. What will the candle statue say later ...
or what Antoni's daddy will do later. My mind was confused around, because I no longer knew what to do other than just hoping for Antoni at this time.
"Anjani ... why do you see me continuously, is my face too handsome to make you fascinated without blinking ... hahahahahaha"
Antoni's joke broke my mind which was fascinated by his behavior earlier.
"HuH ...! this Guys !"I said to Antoni,
I turned my face away from him while I smiled a little because he saw his behavior.
"Antoni .... thank you"
I held Antoni's hand while I looked at his face. Only this time I saw Antoni's face clearly. there was a mole on his cheek, thick eyebrows, a sharp nose, and greenish eyeballs. Antoni really has a handsome face, because he is a crossbreed child. deservedly many girls who want to be his girlfriend. but who knows what made him interested in me and loved me like this.
"Miss ... sir ... we are right through this ..."
Mr. Grab Driver's question made us blush, because Antoni almost kissed my cheek.
"Yes, sir ... there will be a road ahead, turn right, sir," I said to Mr. Driver Grab
"Sir, can you wait for us?, Then take us home again, because we only want to pick someone up, sir?" Antoni asked Mr. Grab driver.
"Ooh .. can you do it ... I'll wait here means ..?
said Mr. Grab driver to Antoni, and I answered ...
"Yes, sir, wait a minute, okay?"
I saw the front door open and I immediately entered to call mama.
"Maa ... Mamaa ... Anjani go home maa ..."lMa ... where is mom ...?"
I was looking for mama from front to back and in every room she didn't answer my calls. I began to frantic, my mind forked to ask mama where to go ...
"Oh Anjani , you arrived on time ...!
suddenly a neighbor in front of my house came to me. and say about mama ..
make my tears flow out relentlessly and I ran towards Antoni, I pulled Antoni's hand who had been waiting for me outside.
"Come quickly sir ... take us to Siloam Hospital"
I immediately got into the car without saying a word to Antoni.
Between believing or not Antoni could only be silent and follow me, he too did not dare ask me anything, could only embrace my body and wipe my tears.
In my heart, the greater my revenge against dad.
I want to make daddy knees in front of mama. and apologize to mama until the end of her life.
"Miss ... have arrived, do I have to wait here again ma'am? Mr Grab driver asked us.
"No need, sir, thank you," Antoni told him.
"Anjani, do you know where your mama is?"
Antoni saw me and asked me, I could only cry and cry, I could not answer Antoni. because I immediately ran when I heard mama was taken to this hospital.
"Ok ... ok ... don't cry all the time ... let's go to the emergency room first, if there's nothing new then we ask in the information."
He invited me to the emergency room, Antoni's hand was always holding me, at least I was grateful at a time like this he was beside me .
My heart now can only hope to know the situation mama and ask mama, why maa ... why mama do this all ..
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