The two of us could only stare at each other with hidden hope. I didn't have too much courage to ask Antoni.
Unlike Antoni with me, he was too paranoid for me. I love him with all my soul, but I never want to disturb his life. Maybe that's what made Antoni always think
if I don't love him. When it comes to love,
Honestly, I'm afraid of love, because love has ruined the lives of mom and dad.
I uphold the word affection more than love, because affection is less risky than love. Many people are blind and crazy because of love. But with compassion, people just smile and be happy if the person they see is not their dream.
I have learned many lessons from the experiences of papa and mama, and I don't want to be like them, I don't believe in fate, but I believe in reality, my life is in my hands, my steps are on my feet, and my future is in my mind.