Chapter 3

After I was beaten by my father. I go to the bar and drink until I forget myself. I'm really sad and tired How long do I have to live like this?.

And What I know?

The next day. When I wake up I found Saun was lying on the same bed with me and staring at me with his cute eyes.

" Awake? '' Saun asked me.

'' Mm,'' I yawned.

" Are you getting beaten by your Dad again? ". That question from Saun makes me frozen for a second.

'' No '' I denied and smiled at Saun.

But Saun knew it wasn't a sincere smile.

'' Liar ''.

'' Why don't you and your Mom left your toxic Dad? '' Saun always wondered why I and my mother did not want to leave my father even though I had been hit repeatedly by my father. There was one time Saun wanted to report the police but I begged him not to.

'' He is my dad after all and you don't leave your family member behind ''

I still believe one day my father will accept and love me again. I still put smiles on my face.

'' I hate your fake smile ''.

Then I stopped smiling and try to change the topic.

'' Let's talk about you, what is your relationship with our CEO Joss? "

Saun blinked his eyes cutely several times not believing what he heard.

He got up from his bed.

'' There's nothing between us ''.

'' You can lie to everyone but not me Saun " I followed Saun got up from the bed.

Saun still locked his mouth tightly not planning to answer my question.

'' I can see K. Joss is very worried about you when I say you are not feeling well ". I continued.

And suddenly Saun's phone rings.

Saun picks up the phone and he looks like he was having a fight with that person on the phone.

Not long after Saun ended his phone call then he went lifted the window curtain slightly.

" Saun " I called him

He turned around and facing me he looks unhappy.

" I don't have any idea what happened between you and Khun Joss if the problem can be solved properly I hope you two can finish it well I know that sounds ridiculous but I can see through his eyes that Khun Joss loves you "

I paused for a moment glanced at Saun before continued.

I'm really jealous of Saun. Not gonna lie I really can feel Joss's love for Saun through his eyes. I wish someone looked at me like that or worry about me like K. Joss worried about Saun when I say he is not feeling well.

I don't need someone who is rich or good looking. I just want someone who can love me unconditionally.

" I hope you don't have the same fate as me because you know my own father won't even love me no one truly loves me, Saun". And I just can squeeze a sad smile at Saun.

End of Wil Pov

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San Pov

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Just another day I spent my time in my office.

My office is on the 56th floor where I can see the beautiful scenery of this city.

The clock pointed at 9 pm. All my employees had gone home, only me who still in the company thinking about something.

My eyes were fixed on a photo on my office desk.

A pair of lovers look so happy inside the photo but now memories are just memories.

It's my last photo with my girlfriend Jann.

Jann died 3 years ago while fighting cancer.

I am proud of Jann. She never gave up even though she had this deadly disease.

Jann always patiently and cheerfully faces it.

She really struggled until her last breath.

Her last word to me was to forget about her.

I love her, I can't forget her even until now. I wonder if I will be able to love someone other than Jann?

Because I have never been interested in anyone after Jann died. I feel my heart also dies with her. I can't find anyone who can turn it on.

I slowly took the photo frame of me and Jann and hugged it tightly then muttered " I miss you, Jann ".

At that moment my cell phone rang

and it's a call from the bar manager.

[ Hello K.San krub, your brother is drunk again at our bar ] The manager spoke politely to me.

That little bastard. His job is getting drunk almost every day.

For now, I can tolerate it since he just broke up but wait sometime later I'll count with him and peel his skin if necessary.

" I'll be there ". I hung up and get ready to collect my brother's drunk ass.

At the bar with lots of people enjoying their drinks while listening to music, there is me standing at the entrance with my two bodyguards behind me .

I was wearing a dark blue suit with an undershirt dress white without a tie match with black pattern leather shoes.

'' Sawadde, Khun San '' the bar manager approached me.

'' Where is my little brother? ''. I asked I looked around and did not find the figure I was looking for.

'' He is in the VIP room krub ''. The bar manager replied.

This is not the first time I come to collect my younger brother but don't know how many times already.

'' Here, pay all '' I hands over my credit card to the bar manager.

" Krub ''.

When I want to go inside to pick up my little brother suddenly something catches my eye.

Near the bartender counter not far from me I saw a man trying to touch the person who fell asleep beside him. Looks like that sleeping boy was drunk heavily.

'' Go away, don't bother me ''. The drunk boy hit the man's hand from his body.

'' Don't be like this honey ''

the man hugged the drunk boy and brought his face closer to him.

At first, I thought they were lovers so I had no intention of jumping in until I heard

'' I don't want, .. I don't know you '' that boy said.

It looks like he's really unwilling.

'' You're drunk honey, let's go somewhere else '' Then the man supported the drunk boy's body to stand up.

'' I don't want to bastard, let go of me '' This time the drunk boy yelled and tried to shake his body off from that man.

I cannot allow that to happen in front of me so I decided to interfere

'' Go inside, bring my little brother out and wait for me in the car '' I ordered my bodyguards to pick up my brother.

And me I need to settle that scene first

'' Yes, sir '' My bodyguards obeyed and immediately carried out their duties

While I walked towards the bartender counter.

Those two people still doing push and pull there.

'' He said he didn't want to ''. I said to the man who didn't pay attention to him.

'' Who the fuck are you? ''

Just then he raises his head.

''Khun..khun. San '' The man's face turned pale.

'' What's up? '' I smiled at him not that kind of friendly smile but a scary one I guess since his face turned pale.

I looked at him then move my eyes to the drunk boy

' he's pretty cute no wonder this person wants to take advantage of him ' my inner voice

Have you ever experienced this feeling? even though this was the first time you see that person but at the bottom of your heart you felt you really knew this person for a long time ago. Like your soul knows this person.

There is one strong feeling of mine towards him that cannot be explained. What is it?.

'' Who is this? '' I tried the man.

'' He.. Is. Is he.. Is my boyfriend ''

The man's voice sounded frightened like someone made a mistake.

'' That is not true, he is my people '' I pulled the drunk boy into my arms.

I don't know why I say that ?. I could say he is my friend or my relatives instead of my people.

The man swallowed his saliva and apologized to me while slapping himself

'' I'm sorry Khun San I shouldn't mess with your people I'm really sorry ''

'' Enough, get out of here ''

'' Thank you....thank you Khun San ''.

the man bowed to me and disappeared in front of me.

I stared at the young boy in my arm and try to shake him.

'' Where is your home? ''.

I tried to get his home address so I could send him home

but the drunk boy didn't answer me. He couldn't even stand properly now.

I let him leaned on my chest.

Like it or not I have to take him to a place that can lay him down.

Then I call the bar manager to come and tells him to open a VIP room for me.

I helped the drunk boy walk only then I felt something is not right I looked at the boy who is shorter than I covered his mouth using his hand.

'' You better not... ''

'' Huek '' The words disappeared from my throat at the same time the drunk boy vomited into my dark blue suit.

I sighed and patiently brought the drunk man into the VIP room and put him down.

If he is my brother, I will throw him somewhere on the road. I really can't tolerate people who vomit on me but strangely I can't do that to this drunk boy.

I take off my suit and I sat opposite him with crossed legs watching him. I think I had to wait at least until his friends came to pick him up I afraid someone else might bother him again.

" I'm sorry Dad ''. Then I heard the drunk boy murmuring and the tears flowed from his closed eyes.

'' You must have a tough day, It's okay it will be alright '' I whispered I knew he can't hear me but I wanted to say it anyway. I couldn't take my gaze off that sad sleeping face.

While looking at him I took his phone and used his fingerprint to unlock the phone and start looking for his contacts. There are only 3 contacts on his phone.

First home, second my friend and last P'Ton.

I wonder why his contact only save three people? Does he not have another friend or relatives?

I got rid of all my thoughts. This is not the time to think about that.

I have to call someone to get him.

First I called his home but no one picked up so I called his friend.

Thankfully, finally, someone picks up.

After I told the location of the bar to his friend I sat back on the sofa and continued to pay my attention to him.

The more I looked at him, the more I felt he is cute.

Is that weird? if I think someone is cute? it doesn't matter if it's a girl, but it's a man. This was the first time I felt a man is cute.

I think I'm sick.