Lost control

Hmm, yeah

Everything they ever liked

Don't see myself inside

Why can't I get it right?

I don't know

You're always watching me fall

Shadows, they like my wall

Why do I feel so small?

I don't know

So I walk into the dead of night

Where my monsters like to hide

Chaos feels so good inside, no more

I lost, I lost

I lost control again

Always do the same and I'm to blame

I lost control again

I don't, I don't

I don't know who I am

Always do the same and I'm to blame

I lost control again

Oh, I am feeling afraid

But lately I lost my faith

What is love without pain?

It ain't home

You're watching me, but I'm in love

When I get caught, I hope

It's the kind of blackout that will

Take me home

So I walk into the dead of night

Where my monsters like to hide

Chaos feels so good inside, no more

I lost, I lost

I lost control again

Always do the same and I'm to blame

I lost control again

I don't, I don't

I don't know who I am

Always do the same and I'm to blame

I lost control again

I know that I'm a mess

But I ain't tryna be the best

So, whatever's coming next

I better pray-ay-ay-ay

Never said I was an angel

I am damaged all the way

So, whatever's coming next

I better pray-ay-ay-ay

I lost, I lost

I lost control again

Always do the same and I'm to blame

I lost control again

I don't, I don't

I don't know who I am

Always do the same and I'm to blame

I lost control again