Just Breathe

Wow welp the next day I felt like crap. It still wouldn't process in my head what had happened yesterday. Maybe at this point your probably wondering, "what's his name" or probably not. But I'll tell you, his name is Jack. He really never liked people calling him by his name back then we used to call him JJ. I always thought it was dumb so I just called him by his real name. Anyways I still can't believe he opened up to me. All this time, I never knew he had the same feelings I had. And that those words "but we can't go back" I will never forget.

I went back to Mike's house, to finish what he started yesterday. But at this point I'm pretty sure he already knew that Jack also had feelings for me. But honestly I also miss him. I would always talk to him, because he was easy to talk too. I don't know something about him was different from other people. See I wasn't really the type of person who would make friends with anyone. I was always straight with my feelings. And now we'll not so really, now I just hide everything I feel. Almost like Jack, I guess he wasn't the only one who changed.

•Dialogue•

Mike: Hey I'm surprised you came

Me: Welp you kinda didn't tell me what you were going to tell me yesterday

Mike: Oh yeah well Jack has always liked you

Me: Oh, yeah but you mean "used to like you" yeah he told me yesterday

Mike: No way, so are you guys like girlfriend and boyfriend

Me: Uh not really Mike, he said we can't go back. And he's right, we can't go back

Mike: But why not?

Me: Because we both changed, he became cold and I became distant with everybody, honestly I'm here just cause we were actually good friends back then. Or else I would be at home right now watching Netflix.

Mike: Jeez I know, you didn't have to sound so cold.

Me: Well I'll be heading my way

Mike: Yeah.... Hey if you ever need to talk. I'm here always

Me: I know. Thanks

•Knocks•

Jack: Oh sorry to interrupt

Mike: Oh no dude it's totally cool. She was just leaving

Me: Yeah, right well bye

Jack: Wait

Me: Hey don't worry I get it, we can't go back. Totally understand, at this point it's useless having people around. Anyways I'll be heading my way later.

Mike: Wow she sounded so cold, just like someone I know *smirks*

Jack: Shut up idiot, although she did sound so cold

Mike: Yeah that's not like her.

Jack: Yeah it's not, I'm gonna go. I'll see you tomorrow

Mike: Yeah later

Jack: Hey wait up

Me: Look Jack I don't think it's okay to be talking to you as if we were friends because you made it really obvious that you'd don't want anything to do with me, so yeah I'll be heading my own way just like I said already

Me: Just leave things were there at

Jack: Look Im sorry

Me: Sorry? Really is that everything you have to say?

Me: God damn Jack I was in love with you okay? And you never even approached to me, so what I'm I going to do with that?

Jack: Look that's why I'm saying I'm sorry. Because I was so nervous even talking to you

Me: Look I have to go

Jack: Wait-

Me: No, Im not waiting anymore

Me: I'm done.

Jack: I-

Me: Yeah "I-"

Me: Goodbye Jack