He pushed my body down across the desk and began kissing from my navel up towards my bare breasts. My body shuttered with every kiss and lick as he moved higher and higher. He reached out massaging my breasts with his soft hands and I almost came undone. When his mouth finally landed on my left nipple he sucked it in and swirled his tongue around the peak. My back arched off the desk and I moaned loudly. He licked and sucked the left then went to the right nipple giving it the same excruciatingly intense feeling. I had never had a man touch me in such a way as this and every touch had the coil in my belly winding tighter and tighter.
I felt one of his canines scratch against my breast and I pushed his face into my skin. I wanted more and more. I wanted the pain, the pleasure... anything he would give me I would gladly take. I just did not want him to stop, no matter what. I had never felt such pure pleasure and lust.
When he leaned up to look into my eyes his were now a piercing gold that glowed. He licked at the scratch on my skin lapping up the blood. His hands went to the belt on his jeans and my wolf and I growled out loud, "Yes, more". His wolf and him smiled back and he undid the metal clasp.
He went for the button on the top of his jeans and then his actions froze. He pushed back away from me and stared in horror. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I got carried away and I almost...", he shook his head furiously. "I usually have so much control but your smell... your taste. I just... cannot get enough.", his gaze was still hungry as he spoke. His emotions were warring inside of him and it was visible on his hansom face.
I shot up off the desk towards James. "It's okay. I wanted you. I want you.", I said as I reached for him. He took my hand and brought it to his face rubbing it against his cheek. "I think we need to slow down.", he said so low I could barely hear him. He did not mean that. I pulled his head closer to kiss him again. This time the intensity was gone and replaced only with sweetness. "You deserve better then this for your first time. You deserve flowers and softness not this quick feverish lust.", he said.
I could not even explain my irritation or the ache that now replaced that tightening coil inside my belly. I was frustrated but he was right. We were moving fast and our wolves were extremely close to bonding us for life. We had only known each other for about a week but I felt like our wolves had known each other for an eternity.