The bizarre idea was none other than to take the rose from under the desk . Where Joe had left it!!
The rose which he wanted to give it to her!! Take that rose and keep it properly with her as a memory!!
She herself didn't know why she wanted to do that.....but she felt a strong urge towards it!! And wanted to do it!!
Just no one should know , with that in mind she sneakily went near his bench pretending as if she's searching something.
But in the end some of her friends waited for her to go back !!
So she could do nothing but go back without the rose !! The feeling going past it....just beside it but couldn't take it wasn't any good!!
But she couldn't risk it as if anyone saw her doing that then she could be a subject to gossip for all !!
So feeling melancholic she could only go back living it just the way it was!
'Maybe it wasn't in her luck then!! And damn!! What was she thinking of taking that rose and keeping it in some book treasuring it!! Why would she even want to do that for!'
Confused at her own thoughts Lily just let it be the way everything was!!
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Trudging back to his cycle Jo felt sad as she didn't come at all!!
'And who was he kidding..he already somewhere inside of him knew that she wouldnt come!'
'Thinking back in the time he kinda felt like a fool! Utterly stupid I was!!'
Holding that rose then he felt so pumped up with adrenaline!! Every one egged him on that he can do it!! But he himself only knew how nervous he felt then!!
Somehow building up the courage he waited for her to come out to meet him!! Take the rose he so much wanted to give it to her!!
But all went in vain....she didn't come!! He felt so stupid RightNow!!!
He knew she wouldn't come...but there was this hope....that maybe she would!!
Maybe this is the end.....letting go is just the thing now!
Thinking back in the days.....It was two years ago when he first time noticed her...!!! She wasn't even in the same class as him.
Not knowing what triggered all that emotions. maybe it was that surreptitious glance he gave her in the playground.
Her expressions while talking, her smile, her laugh.
Maybe all of that.
Joe knew it wasn't something filmy like love at first sight but on the contrary it was something which developed with time!
Somehow unbeknownst to Joe started taking taking her actions into account.
His eyes would somehow find her in the crowd so naturally that even he didn't notice for a long while.
Standing on the ground with her two best friends most immersed in her own world transforming into a bubbly girl from her otherwise silent self.
She didn't know then what she meant to him ...even he didn't know that!! He was a stranger to her and other way round!! But somehow it happened!!
-Love is sometimes blind to the world...even to the persons involved.....but it is there alright!!