Friendship turned into something more!!(3)

Day by day she was always so confused!!

It was like a fog in her mind where she herself didn't know what she wanted exactly!!

So one day... one incident made her more confused and stupid!

Standing there with Ken on the third floor and talking with him!

When suddenly she saw Joe looking at them from a window of the hall nearby!

'Huhh!! what the fuck is happening! '

Gosh ..!! She started so feeling guilty about it!! About hurting Joe!

She just so wanted to just run from there and go back to class. And thank God!! bell rang and she came down!

'Lily you did wrong ! You hurted Joe real bad! How horrible he must be feeling! How can I even look him in the eye now !! '

All the while coming down this thoughts ran through her mind!

She felt as if she cheated on Joe! Yes! she never said yes to him!! But still she hurted him!

'Why did you have to look at him everyday! It's not like I like him but I cudnt stop myself from looking at him! "

With all this thoughts she came and sat in her place!

And from there when she saw Joe! Huhh! He looked so serious... sad... n indifferent and what not!!

The otherwise always cracking jokes and laughing Joe for the remaining of the day just was silent throughout!

seeing a this Lily felt terrible to no end! But she just couldn't do anything! Just went through days with that confusion!

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The before blissful days somehow turned into something weird with Ken! Maybe that was just some of the fog clearing in her mind!